all is how its meant to be (OGE)

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george x dream

original ending
-•-

i looked it up automatically.

"hanahaki disease:
a disease where the victim coughs up flower petals when they suffer from one-sided love. it ends when the beloved returns their feelings (romantic love only), or when the victim dies. it can be surgically removed, but when the infection is removed, the victim's romantic feelings for their love also disappear."

oh my fucking god are you serious?
is this because of jess and george?
does the universe really hate me this much?

i felt that feeling crawl up my throat.

i guess that's the answer.

-•-

it's been a week.
my condition was gotten was worse, and i haven't even left the house.

i had prerecorded videos (which were really just scrapped videos), but me not being that active on twitter, and being silent to everyone except sapnap was getting suspicious.

i, right now, was hunched over my toilet, trying not to pass out. i felt the stinging pain come put again and this time, i felt scratches come up, and my eyes teared up as it came up.

i looked in the toilet.
there were- thorns?
thorns don't even go with forget-me-nots.
(i had only learned that because how much time i've spent looking at the pedals)

i groaned.
how will i deal with this fucking disease?

-•-

the disease seemed to have worsen the crush, too. my whole body was intoxicated with george. i knew it wasn't right, but when it was just me and him alone, the disease almost didn't exist. my mind and heart was clouded with george, it was all my body knew. even right now, at 10pm, i was thinking of him.

it has been a month in. a month of unreturned love. and it got worse.

*ding*

george—
me and jess broke up

________

i know i should be sad. i should be upset that my best friend was heartbroken because of the break up.

but, if i'm being honest, i was ecstatic. my heart had felt the best it felt in a while. my body felt lighter, almost as if nothing ever happened.

that wasn't the case, of course.

after the original shoot of happiness through my body, hanahaki seemed to shoot back even harder. i couldn't move, i felt paralyzed. but of course i still had to text george back.

george🌸—

im really sorry dude. i know how much that sucks. are u okay?

if im being honest, i want to spend today with u and sapnap. but you know, sapnap went back to texas.

________

(sapnap had to visit his parents, something serious)

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