What am I to you? ( KDA X Malereader )

Chapter 10: Her Evening Light

You glanced at the floorboard as you walk to your room. You felt your heart skipped a beat as to see what it really looks like. Depending on how the aspect of the room looks like. We were able to go back to the penthouse. Today is the day, it's time to show them what I'm good at.

[ Time 2:06 p.m. ]

Basically, today is workday. We went back to the old penthouse. The 4 were barging about there new member.. While I just think of how will be the logo of there next performance would look like since I'm the new replacement. I was in my room to see all the equipment that I needed. I sat beside the window as I think of a graphic concept. I took out my notebook to see one of my doodles. It wasn't really that good since I'm still practising. You began to scribble. Something went in your mind as you were scribbling. You felt a hand crossing to your shoulders as it made you shiver a bit. You get a glance at Evelyn who was standing beside you as she stares at your work.

Evelyn: " what's that, " she asked.

Y/N: " nothing just some scribbles I'm been working on, " you answered as you felt her hand goes towards your neck totally making a hug contact.

" Evelyn, are you ok?"

Evelyn: " just call me Eve, I'm fine, " she said as she was basically hugging behind you while standing.

You felt uneasy to continue your work since Evelyn was here. You just sat there a while as Evelyn continues to hug you. Eve soonly broke the hug as she takes a chair and drags it to your side as she sits beside you.

You could feel yourself being stared by Evelyn as she gave you a little light tap on your shoulder.

Evelyn: " are you still afraid of me, " she said with a sad tone.

Before I was able to say anything I noticed that Evelyn's aura completely changes to her scary aura to sadness. I glanced at her beside me as her left hand was giving me a tap on the back.

Y/N: " not really, whys that?"

Evelyn: " well... People don't usually talk to me, " she said as she lowered her left hand that was tapping your back as she lowers her head making you worried.

Y/N: " well aren't we all have the same feeling, " y/n said as he continues his scribble.

Evelyn: " what do you mean, " she gave a questioned look.

You gaze at her to see her beautiful yellowish pupil eyes. Her aura still remained still.

Y/N: " I was born an orphan, " you said as your face blankens your outer self.

" I wasn't really that type of guy you'd be seeing right now, " you said as you try to draw Evelyn's beautiful eyes.

Evelyn, on the other hand, knew what you meant as she gave you another tap to your back as she leaves your room.

After Evelyn went out you get yourself to finish what you started as the result went like this:

It was quite nice. I wasn't really expecting a really good practice eye drawing. You said as you look at the window outside once more.

[ Evelyn POV ]

I felt nothing but to feel my only self to be lost till this day. You went to your room to see yourself lying on the bed with a blank expression on your face. You tried to forget your past but it still hunts you down till this day as you try to change the topic in your mind.

[ Flashback ]
Even though you were the type of girl who gets to like everyone, they still manage to be scared of you.. Your aura.. I never knew why.. I tried to be as open to them, but they seem to be not wanting to be friends with me, even for my life to stay like this. I still manage to be myself even if it means for me to be scared by most people.... Until very soon I lost myself as I conceal my very own aspects.

[ Flashback Ends ]

Time 4:56
( Third POV )

Everyone was busy. Kaisa the one creating our choreography dance, Ahri and Evelyn practising there vocals in the recording room.
Akali who's writing her rap part and Y/N making there graphical content logo. It's a busy day for the team..

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( A/N: sorry for the late chapter and a short one, I was having a hard time of a week since classes are way worse than before :/
, plus I'm mostly legit have thoughts for this types of chapters whenever it's my sleep time, so it's difficult to think nothing but crap when I make stories in the morning or afternoon. )