the reason why

four

Chaeyoung's POV

I woke up as the sun rays are hitting my eyes, I can also feel that my head is going to burst because of too much pain.

"Laur." I called out.

"You're awake." She entered the room.

"What time is it?" I asked, my eyes squinting

"It's almost four in the afternoon." She glanced in her watch.

"Almost four? I've been asleep for that long?"

This is my worst hangover ever.

"Yep. I made some porridge, but it's already cold. I'mma preheat it first."

"Yes, please."

I got out of my room and headed to the bathroom to wash my face. My head hurts so much. How much did I drink last night? I should stop drinking too much.

"I did that because I like someone!"

"Her name is Myoui Mina."

Mwoya? Did Seokmin really said that?

"Lauren-ah! Lauren-ah! Lauren-ah!" I rushed out of the bathroom, disregarding my headache.

"What? The porridge--"

"Last night." I leaned on the chair, catching my breath.

"What?"

"Did Seokmin said something?" I sat on the chair.

"About what?"

Should I say her name? Fuck it, I can't even say it.

"A-about someone he likes." Lauren became silent, thinking if that really happened.

"Ah! Yes." She said and served the porridge.

"Who it is? Do you remember the name?"

"Well, uhhh... he said she's a Japanese, her skin is--"

"Name, Lauren. I want the name." I cut her off.

"Myol? Myo-- ah, I forgot."

"Myoui Mina." I sighed.

"Yes! That's it. Wae? You know her?"

How couldn't I? I will never forget the first person who broke me.

"Yeah." I said as I ate the first spoon of my porridge.

"Jinjja? Is she good enough for Seokmin?"

Is she?

"I don't think so. I don't think she'll be." I scoffed.

I know it's been years... and maybe she's already changed. But I don't want him for my cousin. Just... not my cousin. I don't want her to be part of the family after what she did.

"Wae? She said she was pretty."

"You don't know her."

"Why do you hate her so much? Did she do something bad with you?"

"Psh. Let's just... not talk about her, shall we?"

"Arasseo." She scoffed.

I miss my friends.

"Laur, can you find my hyung's contact?"

"Wait, I thought you don't have an older brother?"

"She's not really my brother, she's my friend and they call us No Jam brothers because we're boring." I laughed.