Self control

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My back hurts.
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"Come again?..."

"Why did you kiss me like that y/n?"

She stops massaging me and drops her posture.

"I wanted to get it over with."

"Well, I understand that..."

"Also you suck at making hickeys. Forreal, you sat for so long and I thought I was about to look strangled."

"H-hey! I'm not that bad!" I exclaim and pout at her. She just keeps a stern face and looks away.

She then looks down on her hands and furrows her eyebrows.

"Are you tired?" I ask, already knowing the answer. She shakes her head slowly while fiddling with her fingers. God she's so cute when she does that.

"I know you are. Come and sleep."

She lifts her eyebrow and looks at me. I just lay down on my bed comfortably and near the edge too, to get her much space. She crawls up to one of the pillows and lays down besides me. She lays on her back.

Even though she's barely in my line of sight I can sense how she glances at me every once in a while.

"I'm gonna turn off the lamp." I go to the button and turns off the lamp in the ceiling. How did Hayato even fall asleep with it turned on?

As I walk to the bed again I see how she's scooted all the way to the side of the bed, almost falling in between mine and Hayato's.

"Y/n?..."

Shit.

I didn't ask her about her nightmare.

I jump into the bed besides her and tuck her into the blanket.

"Hey, also, what was your nightmare about before?"

She mumbles something faint. I try to close my eyes, lay down and sleep but her breath distracts me. She seems to be sobbing.

"Woah woah woah- are you okay?" I say with a worried voice. She looks frail as I turn her around. She hides her face under her hair and I lightly brush it away as I sit up, making her sit up too.

"It was just, a bad dream. I barely remember it." She says while smiling.

She's looking at me with those frail eyes, those that usually are emotionless.

"Goodnight, Eita." She says as she lays down again and begins to slumber.

Did she just-

I hear her breathing slow down as she turns away from me. Her chest rises up and down in a soft tempo.

"Goodnight, y/n."

I put her phone on charge and then activate an alarm for tomorrow morning. Oh wait, today's morning. Shit, we're supposed to be up in 4 hours...






 Shit, we're supposed to be up in 4 hours

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