I hate driving when it's snowing so sometimes I have to ask my assistants to drive me to the office because it can be a big risk to get into an accident. Last night we had a huge snow storm which covered all the streets. Jeonsan had practice today, hopefully he got there safety. Appa and my uncles went in the same black van together so we wouldn't be alone. All of the stores were closed and some of the power was off. We could have stayed home but Manager PD wanted to tell me something really important that couldn't wait. Apparently, my family also knew about this, I was a bit nervous about what he could be. When we arrived I went to Manager PD's office, he was sitting on the other side of the table
"Annyeonghaseyo Abigail, please of a seat" he instructed
I remove my coat off and place it on the chair
"I have seen all your hard work towards your music and songs. I do see potential in you. After some months I decided to assign you to announce the new member of Bighit, You finally did it, you have debuted, the procedure usually takes longer but because your family and I know each other I made it easier for you. You have your very first concert this Saturday at Seoul's biggest parade."
I squeal in excitement and bow to him
"Wah gamsanimida Manager PD, you won't regret this" I bow once again before leaving the room. I see my family in the hallway waiting for me on the couches,
"I got in!" I exclaimed
My uncles and appa all make a group hug,
"Thank you for making this happen, and for always pushing me forward If it weren't for you guys I wouldn't have made it this far."
"We're so proud of you!" Uncle Namjoon states
"You've earned it, your eomma would also have been so proud of you!" appa adds
From that day one, I practiced harder than I ever did. People are going to finally see me perform live and it's going to be international. I couldn't make a bad impression on the people. If eomma were here she would have also been such a great music producer but if I thought about it, I wouldn't have been here if I didn't stop searching the missing piece of my life.
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The day of the performance was just 2 hours away, I have never been so nervous in my life. The staff had hooked me up to the speakers. This was my first performance in front of the world, they'll see the talent I have. Manager PD gave me my costume and got my makeup finished. I rehearsed and checked all the microphones. The song I was going to sing was a classic Christmas song, 'White Christmas'. I chose the song because eomma used to always play it on Christmas Eve, it made me feel comfortable that she was with me.
10 mins left until I go live, the place was packed, every single seat was filled. I didn't know that many people wanted to see me. I saw my uncles and appa names reserved on the front chairs. I was starting to panic a bit, everything was dizzy and I felt nauseous. Is this normal to feel this? How do celebrates handle this?
"Ms. Jeon you're going on stage in 30 secs"
One of the staffs drags me behind the curtain, I tightly hold my microphone and close my eyes. I can feel my heart pounding rapidly. I breathe in and out to relax, I open my eyes to see many people and a camera right in front of me, waiting for me to sing.
~'I'm dreaming of a White Christmas, just like the ones I used to know~'
After I began singing, I was starting to loosen up and showed the real me, people seemed to enjoy it. I danced some of the choreography that uncle J-Hope taught me and sang how I practiced. When I finished the song, the whole stadium did a standing ovation
"There you have it ladies and gentlemen, Jeon Abigail!" the host announced
Later when the show ended many people wanted my autograph and take pictures with me. I never felt so accomplished after working so hard. My family congratulated me celebrated my debut. I got so many comments on my Instagram saying how great I sounded. I still couldn't believe that I debuted, I still have a long journey to go. For now, I need to take one step at the time, enjoy the present, and be prepared for what lies ahead.
4 Years Later:
Time flew by, I remember like it was yesterday the day when I debuted into a solo singer and songwriter. After practicing for so long I finally became known as A.J. Many people loved my music and quickly became very popular. It could have been of my uncles and appa were very supportive and promoted me to there fans. They have a huge fan base and love whatever they love. Hyun Ki became a businessman just like his father wanted him to be. He's known for the worst businessman ever because of his cold and upset attitude, so his company is not doing well.
I graduated from high school with Taehwan. We had a nice party at our school then celebrated with my family. Taehwan debuted to voice acting and is working on a new movie, he looks so happy working there. I'm very proud that he achieved what he wanted. Seokso and Darla are still together, but they're trying out the whole long-distance relationship because Seokso is at New York studying for acting. I sometimes do miss him having him around but we do try video calling as much as we can. Jeonsan also debuted with his group, he didn't have a problem gaining popularity either. The Jeon kids were out in the world, following the footsteps life our fathers, trying to change the world with our talent and inspiring people with our music. I get mail from my fans telling me that my music has impacted and changed their lives. I felt so encouraged knowing that I was helping people with the things I was creating.
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It is the beginning of September, a fresh start on life in a new school, well college. I've always been so nervous going to sleep in dorms and see people I've never met before. But I am 22 so I should feel independent and be more adult-like. This is the first time in years that Taehwan won't be there to help me or accompany me. I had a bad experience making friends, it's harder now because everybody wants to be your friend, but they only want to be your friend because your famous not because of who you are. The girl I used to be was a shy and quiet person, now I've become to be a fun and outgoing person so making friends shouldn't be too hard. It's just the type of friends you choose to make that can change the way you act.
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The Missing Piece
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