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Jungkook got off his car once he arrived infront of Seokjin's apartment. Its already six in the evening since he got meeting with his staffs at the winery. He knows Seokjin is fully aware and used to him being late.
He arrived at the floor as he walks towards his room. Jungkook has a spare key on his pockets and decides to open the door. As he opened it, he saw Seokjin sitting alone at the chair, looking down.
"Seokjin?" Jungkook asked closing the door behind him.
Seokjin slowly looks up at him, his eyes are somehow sore and puffed from crying earlier. Jungkook then walks towards him before he noticed it.
"What happend? Why are your eyes puffed?" Jungkook said caressing his cheeks gently.
"Jungkook..." Seokjin let out a mumble, his eyes starting to water once again.
"What's wrong?" Jungkook said.
"Why didn't you tell me?" Seokjin asked, at this point his tears are starting to fall but this time its because of anger.
"About you being a successor and you needed in Spain." He continued swallowing the lump on his throat.
Jungkook remained silent and looks at Seokjin who is eyes is already teary. A sigh left his mouth as he already figured out what happend. He knows Sierra made a deal about him and changed his mind.
"You have a whole country relying on you, Jungkook. Why didn't you told me about it sooner? How can you lie to me?" Seokjin preventing himself to cry and keeping a straight face.
"That's the reason why you're using me aren't you? To run away from your responsibility." He continued scoffing.
"You will never understand me. So stop saying that." Jungkook replied, raising his voice.
"Then explain it to me!" Seokjin yelled.
"Because you don't understand how it feel to want freedom! To have a family to guide you instead of other people." Jungkook yelled back.
"And stop saying that like you didn't benifit from me." He continued.
"Then go back and be a successor." Seokjin took deep breaths.
"For losing you, losing everything." Jungkook said biting his lower lip, the fear in his face is very obvious.
"You have no reason to be scared--"
"Its because I love you!" Jungkook snapped.
Before he could think about anything, a palm hits his face stinging it. His cheeks went red because of the slap Seokjin gave him. He turns his head to face Seokjin who is tearing up in anger.
"And you have the audacity to say that after lying to me?" Seokjin asked trying to hold his voice from cracking.
Jungkook didn't think twice and grabs Seokjin into a tight hug. The hug is so tight and Seokjin is weak enough to not resist it. This...this is the warmth he is having the whole time that he's gonna miss huh?
He regreted everything they spend toegther not cherishing it. He hated the fact that this will be probably the last time he is gonna be with him and its not what he wanted. He regrets how they still haven't say their true feelings on each other.
"Im sorry...im sorry..." Jungkook muttered, calming him down as he gently strokes Seokjin's hair.
"Jungkook...promise me one thing."
"What is it?"
"Be a successor for everybody...for me."
Jungkook let out a heavy breath on what Seokjin said. But he should do it, and its inspiring him much. All the past months he spend together with Seokjin is much an inspiration to him.
And at least not they have a promise on each other that they could keep. But he is not sure if his promise on Seokjin will work anymore. But never the less...
"I promise." Jungkook replied kissing his forehead.
Jungkook pulled their hug and looks at Seokjin who smiles gently at him. He then softly took his hands and kiss the back of it. Seokjin's heart is pretty much in pain at this moment but he likes what's best for Jungkook.
"Then I shall start the promise. Thank you for everything." Jungkook smiles before claiming Seokjin's lips for the last time.
Seokjin responds passionately on the kiss since it maybe their last. Somehow it sucks to be with someone who is supposed to be fated by you. He knew he can change destiny and pretty much aware of it.
The two of them pulled away from the kiss as Jungkook backs off. His lips formed into a thin line before walking out the door, leaving Seokjin behind.
Seokjin let out a deep breath he have been keeping the whole time. He then glanced out seeing the mixed of purple and orange clouds.
"Its always this time huh." Seokjin forced laugh.
Then reality hits him, as he falls to the ground, bending before crying and screaming his heart out. He knew he did the best for both of them, yet it hurts...so bad.
Its ironic how our hearts can still get hurt by something we already saw comming.
Honest feelings and bad timing does make the most painful combination.
