Alicia's POV
School was the same as always. I sat with Jack for most lessons accept maths and English. He'd either call me names all lesson, talk about me or not talk to me at all (the last part, I preferred!) I slowly made my way to where I sat, trying to not be noticed by the muscly boy who sat beside me. Quietly I sat down and sighed with relief. "Oh look who It is boys! Alicia.. The hoe!" All of his friends laughed at me. "Jack, just leave me alone. You wasn't calling me a hoe when we were dating, so why now?" I said, bravely but inside I was terrified. He stood up quickly, which caused me to flinch, and grabbed me by the shoulders, "don't talk to me like that or I make you regret it" he spat at my, breathing very heavily. I wriggled out of his grasp and say down in my sat, my hands shaking and my legs had gone numb. All lesson Jack starred at me with evil eyes. I tried so hard to look at him but his dark brown eyes didn't come off of me ever. "Jack, please tell me what I did to you!" I pleaded, looking back at him. He shook his head and looked away. "How am I supposed to make it right if you just hit me everyday and don't tell me the reason why? How is that f-" I was cut off, "it's not fair but you know what life's not fair so just leave it ok?" He hissed. "Mr Gilinsky, please calm down. Do you want me to send you to the heads office?" Mrs Gacia asked. "No Miss, sorry" Jack said quietly. He turned and faced the window for the rest of the lesson. Why won't he talk to me?
The lesson ended and Jack hung back. "Jack, I'm sorry I got you into trouble but please just talk to me," I said, touching his arm. He pulled away, "please Jack!" I begged. Jack just walk away and left me.I walked home. The lesson with jack and what he said remained in my mind. I went through the whole conversation, trying to figure everything out. When I got home I went straight to my room and pulled out my diary.
~Diary entry~Dear diary,
I spoke to Jack today and asked him why he hates me. Yeah, I know. I was basically asking for him to punch me but I want to know. Half of me thing this is all because of Johnson but half of me thinks maybe it was me.. I don't know. He starred at me through every lesson. It was so creepy. Why does he stare at me but whenever I speak I him he either ignores me or hits me? He's such a jerk but I love him and I hate myself for that.Alicia x
I decided to go for a walk at try to clear my head but it didn't work! He's constantly on my mind and I can't change that. I love him. I know he'll never feel the same but I want to at least try and make things right between us. I can't leave things the way they are.
hey guys,
Sorry this chapter was kind of boring but I wanted to have some conversation between Jack and Alicia. I have some good ideas for the next chapter. Please keep reading!💕
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Dear diary (Jack&Jack fanfic)
RandomAlicia isn't popular. She's bullied everyday by the boys she loves. She writes all of her feelings in her diary but for how long can she keep her feelings hidden away in this special book?