Alicia's POV
I walked home from the park slowly, I could barely breathe. I think I was better off not knowing why Jack hates me so much. The stuff he told me was absolutely horrible! I sat on my doorstep with my head In my hands and broke down into tears, my mind busy with all kinds of things. I sat on the doorstep for 20 minutes until my mum came out and brought me in. I ran upstairs and began to write
~Diary~
Dear diary,
I just got the answers I wanted from Jack and I realised something. I didn't want them at all!
I met him at the park, as planned, and we sat and talked about everything. I asked him questions and he'd answer them. Then I decided to ask the big question and here's how it went..
Me: Jack, what happened to us? We were fine as a couple. We were happy! And then Johnson came and that was that, you didn't want to know me! You bullied me Jack! You gave me a different mark everyday, mentally and physically. Please! Tell me why!
Jack: Alicia, I loved you! You're right we were happy and yeah I shouldn't have just started being that horrible to you and bullied you. I go home every night and cry over what I've done to you! But Jack J didn't ruin anything between us, he just told me something he'd heard. Basically, Johnson told me that he'd seen you.. With other guys. He told me that people had said that you'd been.. Like.. He said you'd been cheating on me. This killed me Als! My first actual girlfriend and I hear she'd cheated on me. He also said that you'd been telling everyone everything I'd ever told you about anything.
Me: Jack, that's all lies! I promise I didn't! I loved you... I still love you.
Jack looked away. I could see that he was hurt. I started to cry and he looked into my eyes. He put his had on my back and I flinched. I could see a small tear escape his eye and he got up and left.
I didn't cheat on him. Why would I cheat on the love of my life? I need to find out who told Johnson all of this. Someone's trying to ruin my life.
Alicia x
After I wrote this, I looked at my phone. 4 texts from Jack! My heart raced, I swiped the message and viewed them.
~text messages~
Jack: Alicia, are you okay? I saw you crying on you doorstep.
Jack: In school tomorrow, meet me by your locker at Lunch. X
Jack: Please come, I need to talk to you x
Jack: and come alone x
When I saw these, I panicked. Why did he want to see me? Something's not right.
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Dear diary (Jack&Jack fanfic)
RandomAlicia isn't popular. She's bullied everyday by the boys she loves. She writes all of her feelings in her diary but for how long can she keep her feelings hidden away in this special book?
