Dear diary (Jack&Jack fanfic)

Chapter12

"Alicia! Wake up!" Mum shouted, "and turn that damn alarm off!" She added. Woah, I slept through my alarm. I rushed out of bed. I didn't bother showering because I did last night after Jack left so I just got dressed. I put on my boyfriend jeans, a crop top and my white vans. As for my makeup, just a bit of concealer and mascara. I didn't bother with breakfast and grabbed my bag a headed for the door, "bye mother!" I shouted, before slamming the door behind me.
I strolled slowly to school with my headphones in and my music turned up as high as it could. I felt a tap on my shoulder and someone hug my waist, "Johnson!" I shouted, hugging Jack. "Alicia! I thought I'd catch you cos you usually walk past here at like the same time everyday." Jack laughed. So did I. We walked to school together, hand in hand. When we got to school, I quickly let go when I saw Gilinsky. I don't know why, I just.. Panicked I guess. "Hey." I said, as Jack G walked past me. Nothing, he just brushed past me like her used to. "What a twat. Take no notice Als, he's not worth it." Jack said, rubbing the top of my arm, which made me blush. We walked to home room where Jack G was, sitting on the table with his back to all his friends. Johnson walked out to go to his home room so I walked towards Gilinsky. "Hey." I said softly. He half smiled, "alright?" he said, moving over making space for me on the table. "Jack, why did you hit Johnson?" I asked, leaning my head on his shoulder. Jack looked at the floor and sighed. "Seeing you with him made me feel jealous, okay. And then seeing him kiss you. I don't know,just set me off. I really like you Alicia. And also, Jack.. Told me something." Jack looked really serious. "What?" I asked. "He said that he made everything up about you, that it was him that made up all the lies. I hate him!" Jack said. I sighed, I don't know why but I wasn't made a Jack J because, to be honest, I wanted all this to end. "Oh jack, I've known that the whole time, I said that to you and you didn't believe me." I said, looking straight into Jacks eyes. "And I'm sorry about that. And I'm sorry you had to see me like that at my house, you'll never see that again. I swear." Jack stood up and went to walk away but I grabbed his arm, "Jack?" I asked. "Yeah?" He replied, turning to face me. "Bestfriends?" I said, smiling. Jack laughed and sat back down. I like this Jack, not aggressive and angry jack.

Lunch was a bit awkward because it was just me, Johnson and Gilinsky at a table and not much conversation went on until I said, "Oh my god! This is so annoying. You're bestfriends for god sake! Do you know how horrible it is for me to see my two bestfriends fighting over bullshit?" They both looked at eachother and then looked away. I just got up and left just to see what they'd do but there was not much point, they just left not long after me.

School ended and I walked home alone unt Gilinsky followed soon after, "slow down, I can't run that fast!" He yelled, running after me. I giggled at the sight of him, litterally sprinting towards me and we then walked together until we got to my house. "Bye, see you tomorrow?" I said, looking into his eyes. "Wait Alicia, about what I asked you a while ago." he said, "what do you say? I really like you." My heart stopped and I froze. "Ohh jaack." I whined, "please, can we just stay as bestfriends? It's just too soon I think." God, I'm running out of excuses. Yeah, I love jack but now we're close friends and Johnsons in the picture, I just can't date him. "Okay but promise me something?" He said looking down. "Depends what?" I giggled. "You can't get a boyfriend until it isn't too soon!" He laughed and we hugged. I went in and shut the door. I then thought about what he said and had to write in my diary.

~diary entry~

Dear diary,
I'm actually caught in the biggest love triangle ever! Jack J likes me and I like him but Jack G likes me and I like him. Wtf? Gilinsky asked me out again and I practically just told him the same thing as before. I really don't know what to do.

Alicia x

What Jack said was tattooed in my mind. I kept hearing it over and over again. "Don't get a boyfriend until it isn't too soon!" I mean it sounded like a joke but was it?
I tried to get some sleep but I couldn't. Jack and Jack like me but hate eachother. Wait, did I split up two bestfriends? Oh shit.