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Change

Change is hard... Change is new... Change is scary

Everything changes at some point. Life, Love, Family, Friends, Work, Hobbies. Change comes fast and unexpected.

If you could keep one thing from changing, what would you pick? Your friends, your family, work, traffic... love? I don't know what I would pick. Sure I have ideas but then I remember.... life is about change. It's what makes living so much fun but so scary.

How do you say "I want everything to stay the same" when you know change is important for growth. Then again, do you want to grow? Everyone around you keeps changing and here you are stuck in the past because you're scared of the future. Because you are scared of change.

You put up a front. Like you don't care or you care too much but that's only because you can't seem to care for yourself. You bad mouth yourself in your head because you're scared if you tell it to anyone else they'll leave. You try to move forward but you can't if you don't acknowledge you don't trust yourself.

But then again how can you? All you do is see the flaws in yourself while showing others the beauty in themselves. You push for others to look for the good but you don't do it yourself. You are a hypocrite and you accept it..... when you should change it.

If not for you, for the people who believe in you. Though you may think they don't exist, they are there. They are the ones who text you back when you ask them for help at 3am. They are the ones who stand up for you when you can't. They are the ones who support you when you can barely stay awake. They are the ones who would do anything for you because they KNOW you would do the same for them.

Just because you can't see who you are or where you are going, doesn't mean you are not moving forward. All it means is you need a little help. Yes, change is scary. Change is long and tedious, but that doesn't mean it has to be lonely.