A little too much [L.S]

C 3 - Bad news

Styles ~ the receiver of bad news

"Hey Harry." Liam said in a soft voice as he gently opened the door and made a hand gesture telling me to go inside.

"H-hey," I replied, "I don't k-know if I should t-tell you b-but I have to." I said as I approached the living room.

I sat down next to a teary eyed Niall, in fact, everyone here had red puffy eyes.

Niall placed his hand on my shoulder and pulled me into a tight hug as I felt tears hit my chest.

"It-t-ts o-okay." Niall stuttered.

I began sobbing and hid my face in the crook of Nialls neck, hugging him back.

We spent thirty minutes just hugging and comforting each other. The others had began watching a movie in my room.

"So uhm," Niall began, "what were you going to tell me?"

"Yeah.." I faintly replied, tears welling up in my eyes, "I found a letter that Louis wrote to me before he d-died" I stopped and started sobbing.

"Hey, he isn't dead, he's asleep." 

My breath hitched and I struggled breathing,"H-he likes m-me N-niall." 

Niall wrapped his arms around me once again but this time made me stand up.

"W-what are y-you d-doing?"

"We're going upstairs." The blonde said as he carried me upstairs, making me cling to him like a koala.

He struggled walking up the stairs but didn't let me down.

"W-what?" I started panicking on the inside but didn't let it get to me.

When we finally made it he carried in my room and I got freaked out, what if he rapes me? I calmed down as we entered the room where Zayn and Liam was in.

"H-hi." Zayn sobbed, hugging Liam tightly as they sat on the couch watching some random tv show.

Niall frowned and cooed as he saw the two teary-eyed lads.
He let me stand up and I walked over to my bed to lay down. I patted the place next to me telling Niall to sit down.

"C-can you t-tell t-them-m?" I whispered sobbing quietly.

"Hey Li and Zayn," Niall began. The two boys looked over at Niall, their eyes red and puffy, tears still rolling down their cheeks. "Louis likes Harry and I really don't know why he tried to commit suicide but I assume it has to do with Harry,"

I hid my face in my pillow, trying to calm myself down not to cause a panic attack.

"It was m-my fault." I whispered between breaths.

"No Harry, you didn't do something you knew was wrong but he might've seen something I really don't know." Niall continued and tried to calm myself down, lying down behind me to wrap his hands around my body.

After a few minutes Zayn and Liam walked over to us, struggling to walk since they had been crying and was probably light headed and dizzy.
They laid down ontop of me and Niall and it caused me to giggle.

"He giggled!" Niall yelled and started laughing.

They all started giggling, still lying ontop of us.

After a long time of just lying down in my huge bed someones phone was buzzing.
It was mine. 

"Hello?" I answered with a tired, deep, groaning voice.

"Hello Styles, this is Dr. Irwin and I'm the doctor of Louis Tomlinson." a feminine voice began.

I could feel my heart clench at his name and mumbled a "okay".