Logically Wrong (Intrulogical) !COMPLETED!

Logan's POV

I wake up for the 3rd time today hearing 'no disrespect' midnight thoughts album my Set it Off, (my favourite in real life) I made a machine so every time I turn it off and don't get out of bed it hits me over the head. Let's just say that I've got quite the headache already today.
I open my eyes and adjust to the light in my room before slowly getting up, to see one of the worst sights of the day, myself. I look into the mirror and I already feel myself tearing up. "Just another day..." I whisper to myself I need to be quieter than normal today because I woke up so late that if Janus does wake up he will, I think, tell Patton out of concern, but I know that will just end up with me getting yelled at, at the very least.
I quickly jump into the shower using as little water as possible, to make the least amount of sound possible, before getting dressed and started working for the day.
The stack of papers I had for today it was going to take me up to 12 hours to complete today. It was really confusing how I always ended up like this and none of the other sides did, I really always wondered this, but I never did say another word to any of the other sides, not to get suspicious.
The first thing I had to do for the day was get Thomas' vitals working his heart rate at a steady pace, I tried to made sure he was feeling energised and productive, even if most days it didn't work thanks to Virgil, Roman and Patton's help.
My thoughts continue on a downward spiral for the next 15 to 20 minutes, when I hear Janus getting up from his bed, and making his way down to the kitchen. This is why I was extra careful Janus' bedroom is right next to mine and the kitchen was just downstairs, if I didn't want him to get suspicious I had to be this quiet.
Just so I knew when the other where going to get up, I look over to the clock right next to me it was 7:32 am, according to my calculations Patton should be coming down to make breakfast in about 28 minutes and six seconds but as always it's just a rough estimation. I want to go downstairs to say good morning to Janus but, I really didn't want to concern him by being up this early considering I had such bags under my eyes from the countless sleepless nights. This first happened when Virgil arrived at the lights sides, he told Patton, I got beaten up, got a couple of bruises, this happened a couple more times have I learnt if anyone didn't know the circumstances and I told them, I will get beaten up if Patton knew.
I signed as I continue my work, one of 28,228 pieces of paperwork to do today. This ranged from the smallest mundane tasks of breathing every second of the day to making sure he has big nutritious meals. Once again mostly stopped by Patton, if I didn't know any better, I would think Patton would absolutely despise and hate my guts. I need to get my mind off of the subject so I can continue my process of working, so none of the sides would believe I have mental health conditions and affecting my physical and mental health, I wear make up every day to keep the self-contained silence in my head. (I just said that out loud because I was using the talk to speech thing)