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♝♗♝ Part-XIII ♝♗♝

She's a believer of rock ,

Beauty of nature always left her in state of shock ...

She never asked for jewels & gemstones ,

It's the purity one's heart beholds ..

She was their cure ,

They were her disease ,

Yet from loving loving them , she won't cease ..

Afraid of her murkiness ,

Wrestling with her inner beasts , she feels defenceless ..

She feels like a black hole ,

A dead star nothing more ,

Demons galloping her soul..

Never getting off , the mask she wore ,

Tenebrosity is like a  C- 12 atom 

Darkness haunts everything like a lonely phantom ..

She's the ship drowned in the storm ,

Once lost , never found in its original form ..

She knows how much it hurts ,

Keeps people on the outer skirts ...

She looks like she's made of steel ,

The brokenness she won't reveal ...

She wishes she was a diamond ,

Confining the light inside her ..

Even if comes from colliery ,

It still radiates , its glory ...

She will explode in Ashes 

Vamoosing barbaric rashes ..

She apologise that she exists ,

This pain is getting harder to resist ..

They filled her heart with abhorrence for herself  ,

A feeling her broken heart can't shelf ..

She doesn't makes castles on clouds anymore ,

She's The Girl Who Wants To Live No More...

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The Misfit )

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For those who don't know C-12 is Carbon 12 atom..everything is made of it...

And diamond has the property to trap light , that's why it shines..

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