H2O Delirious and Vanoss

I love you

" I was never really insane except upon occasions when my heart was touched."

-Edgar Allen Poe

Jonathan's POV

We pulled up at the beach and parked right by some rocks. Evan quickly unbuckle his seatbelt and looked at me. "I think every time Evan looks at me I fall in love with him even more." Just looking at him, he's perfect. His personality and he's out going, which I love about him, and most importantly nothing could stand in his way." By the time I came back to reality, Evan was already standing by my door.

Hey are you alright?" Evan looked at me concerned.

Yeah!" I said bring a smile on my face.

Well let's go!" Evan running to the sand."

I ran after him. "Wait up Evan!" Is this the first time being at the beach?" Evan stops at the edge of the water and looks at the horizon, I stood next to him. "No he said, but it's the first time being here with you, as he looked at me. He came closer and said. "Jonathan why did you kiss me? I kept looking at the horizon. Because Evan I love you, and I saw what you did to my neck. Evans checks turned red. I have always loved you.

"We started walking. My hands tucked in my pockets. Ever since we played together I couldn't get you out of my head. At that time I didn't know I was gay." I mean I was lost and didn't know what to do. I looked over at Evan paying full attention to me. That's what I love about him, he listens"

I asked Evan if he knew if he was gay as well. He said he kinda knew, but was lost like me. "Jonathan?" Evan said. We have the same story about each other as he takes his hand and pulls my hand out of my pocket. His fingers tangled with mine. Every single time he touches me shivers would crawl all over my body.

We walked for along time until Evan took out his phone. It's 5:30 pm should we head back to the car?" I said yes because by the time we make it, it would be dark. I didn't want this day to come to an end, I loved it so much.

We made it back to the car. It was dark just like I predicted and a little bit cold too. We sat down and put on our seat-belts. " Evan I said leaning back on my seat. Are we together like boyfriend and boyfriend? I said chuckling and turned towards him. Evan smiled I think so he laughed. Well then let me make it right were we both know. "Evan do you want to be my Canadian boyfriend?" Of course he said laughing and kissed my lips softly. He slowly backed away by still close to my face. Do we head home?" With a sexy look on his face. I grabbed his hand and said. "SHIT!" EVAN YOUR HANDS ARE COLD!" let me turn on the heater. Evan takes both of his hands and places them on my face. YOU MOTHER FUCKER! I yelled twitching. Evan almost in tears from laughing so hard." You dick I said laughing. I really like how Evan can be himself around me, it makes me feel like he trusts me." We headed back and stopped at a red light.

Evans POV

So what do you want to do when we get home Jonathan?" I don't know, it's barely 6:15pm. I looked out the window just thinking what to do when we get home. We could start recording? I said. Jonathan didn't reply to the topic and sighed. "What's wrong Jon?" It's nothing really. I just have a lot on my mind right now. I thought to myself, did I do something wrong? I looked at Jonathan hoping he could look at me to. " Jonathan you know you can tell me anything right." He turned and barley smiled at me and his hand wrapped around mine. I'll tell you when we get home, okay he smiled lightly, but I knew something was bothering him.

We made it home and entered the garage. Jonathan got out and waited for me by the boor to the house.

I am going to go and change into more comfortable clothes Jonathan said heading up. I felt really bad. "What did I do wrong? Sitting on the bottom of the steps of the stairs I heard something fall and break. I turned my head and stood up. Jonathan are you okay?" I shouted. He didn't answer. My heart racing, I ran up to his room." I see Jonathan sitting on the floor holding his left hand. I quickly ran to him." What happen Jon?" I bumped against my mirror and it fell. I-I try cleaning up but, cut myself with one of the broken shards.

I stood him up and walked him to the bathroom." He seemed out of it. He didn't show any kind of emotion or pain on the incident. I was very worried at this point."

Turing on the water from the sink I looked over Jonathan just staring at the water.

This is going to hurt a bit holding his arm. I slowly hovered his hand under the water. He did even flinch or hissed at the pain it could of caused him. At this point I had so many mixed emotions. The water was bloody to the point I thought it would never stop bleeding, until it finally stopped. I dried of his hand and took a look at the cut. You wont need any sticks I told him but, he was just staring down. I reached to the drawers to see if he had any bandages. Luckily I found bandage wrap. He sat down on the toilet looking away from me. I felt tears forming in the corner of my eyes. I wonder what was bothering him?

All set I said looking at him." He finally looked at me." I don't feel to well Evan,standing up. Leaning his back against the wall he was falling. "I got you, I said with a stern voice holding him.

You should lay down for a bit Jonathan." I started walking down to his room. He got in and let out a sigh. I took of his shoes leaving his socks on, and before I could tuck him in he was nocked out. I brushed my fingers through his soft hair and kissed his forehead. Love you Jonathan." I whispers lightly.