H2O Delirious and Vanoss

Depression

Jonathan's POV

I didn't know what come over me." It felt like everything around me stopped completely. All I heard was nothing and felt stuck in a way I never felt before. I was slowly losing this war."

I forgot I was driving, but somehow made it back home. Surprised how I am actually still standing. I started to get weird thoughts like I was going insane." Voices appeared but I couldn't make out the words. Stuck in zoned out of my mind, I hesitated to come back, to find in front of me was Evan."

"Jonathan?" Evan said very softly.

I kept staring at him not knowing I was unit I focused my eyes unto his.

I quickly said. "I am going to change" and headed up. Evan followed behind me. I felt like I was going to pass out." My whole body started going completely numb." Weightless and disoriented I hold onto the wall. I hit the mirror that was hang up causing it to fall and braking into pieces.

Slowly bending over to pick up the broken glass, not knowing the wet sensation I felt when grabbing the shards. No pain?" I-I felt no pain." Looking at the cut I slowly slide down the wall, watching the blood travel down my arm. Reaching to hold it with my other hand.

I heard running coming from the stairs. Before I could react Evan had already burst through my door." He scanned the room, and saw me holding my hand with blood running down my arm. He ran towards me and I could tell he was in shocked just by looking at him panicking. " OH MY GOD JONATHAN!"

Before I knew it Evan was already bandaging me up. He was holding me up and walked me to bed. Taking off my shoes. My eyes shut to the comfort of the bed, reliving me into a fade of darkness.

Evans POV

I kissed Jonathan and went down stairs, throwing myself on the couch. Looking up at ceiling I felt tears stream down my face. My eyes were being weighed down, and finally cried myself to sleep.

(TIME SKIPED BY)

I shot straight up looking around and sat up. There was lightning flashes outside." The crashing of the clouds was erie. I took out my phone to see the time. Blinding my self with the brightness, it was 2:32 am. "Wow!" I said wishing it was morning. I didn't feel tired no more, but the thought of Jonathan hasn't left. I should check up on him."

Heading up stairs his face never left my memory. Just the look he had on his face was clueless it seemed like he wasn't there. I still blamed it on myself, but didn't know what I did wrong."

I finally made it to the door." I reached out my hand to the door nob and slowly opened it. There I saw Jonathan laying on his side, with his head buried under his pillow.

He looked so peaceful sleeping I mean who doesn't." I made my way over to him sitting by his side I didn't want to disturb him, but he started moving." He mumbled a bit , and stood quite. I ran my fingers down his checks looking at his closed eyes. His hair was so messy." I chuckled softly messing it up more. I could watch him for hours. "I'm such a creep." I said in my head smiling.

I finally stood up and went around the bed to sleep next to him. Slowly and ever so slightly made my way beside him." I wrapped my arms around him pulling him closer to me. His body was warm, he's like a heater." The warmth soothed me I hugged him tighter and rest my head next to his. I felt him move a little again.' He turned his neck and opened his mouth and said." "Evan." With a sleepy voice and a grin on his face but, his eyes shut. "Shh" I said kissing his neck. Jonathan then turned around facing me and his eyes opened revealing his blue eyes. Evan? He looked embarrassed." " I am sorry you saw me like that, turning away from me. I could tell he didn't want me to see him like this." I grabbed his shoulder forcing him to lay on his back. I got on top of him and kissed his lips softly." Wait!" he said, still had his sleepy voice and broke away from the kiss. Evan I am sorry." I hope you could forgive me?" Joking around I said "no I'll never forgive you" Jonathan's eyes widen then kissed him before he could say anything. Just kidding I laughed." Jonathan had a smile and a confused look. He then rolled me fast onto my back making him on top. His dimples were showing." I almost lost it." He leans and whispers in my ear, and said." I don't like jokes being played on me, you shit head," then kissed me passionately. He then stands up and heads to the bathroom. I waited for him to come back and,when he did I had my arms opened. " let's cuddle Jonathan." Jonathan with the cutest look on his face and craws into my arms. He kissed my neck. "Goodnight Evan snugging his face in my neck. "Goodnight Jon."