H2O Delirious and Vanoss

Confession

Jonathan's POV

"It's hard keeping secerts from someone you love,' trust me, it's killing me even more than my own struggle.

In my recording room, editing some videos me and the guys did a couple of nights ago. "I couldn't focus! " I know Evans is catching up to what's wrong with me but, I want to tell him, not him find out himself. Leaning back on my swivel chair getting carried away from my thoughts, Evan walks in. Not knowing the time it was already noon.

"Hey are you almost done?" Evan said lifting his eye brows with a grin on his face.

Sadly no." Closing my eyes.

"I can help you if you want Jonathan?"

No that's okay, I already uploaded a video of me and CaRtOoNz did awhile ago; and plus I promised you we can do something together.

Before I could get up Evan started to massage my neck.

"JESUS CHRIST Jon," your neck is stiff.

Just when he said that my shoulders dropped down, it felt so good. He continued doing the massage and I opened my lazy eyes up.

"Geez Evan, you're making me fall asleep; I am so relaxed."

"No!" I wasn't supposed to make you fall asleep!" Evan chuckled stopping his hands and patting my shoulders. "You promised me, come on."

I spunned my chair facing him and looked how sad he looked. " Evan of courses we are going to do something today, I always keep my promises. I-I just don't know what we can do yet, smirking.

We both paused for a moment thinking of a plan. "OH-OH," can we go swimming in your pool?" Evan suggested. Oh yeah, we can do that. "Let's go swimming." Evan was so excited. I love him so much when he gets overly excited and happy.

Evan leaves the room to go up and change. My happyness lasted a few minutes until I made a promise to myself. "I'm going to tell Evan everything. I feel so bad not telling him sooner. What if he gets mad. "WHAT IF!" "NO!" Everything is going to be fine. A voice echoed through my head yelling at me saying " he's going to get mad, he doesn't love you." I shut my eyes waiting for them to stop. I fought myself. "I can do this...I can do this."

Evans POV

" I can't wait to go swimming with Jonathan!" Graving my towel and heading outside.

Walking past the recording room I saw Jonathan still there. Quietly as I could, I pocked my head through the door. "His eyes were closed." Did I really make him that relaxed with the neck massage? I decided to walk in. "Hey Jonathan, you going to get ready?"

"Yeah," I will meet you in the pool. His eyes were still closed. "Okay well," turning away from him, and walked out. Then made my way to the sliding door leading to the back.

I saw the pool the other day but now seeing it up close it was massive." I set my things down on the table and made my way to the pool. I put my foot in the water, chills ran up my spin. "FUCK," it's so cold. Bravely and calmly I jumped in. "GOD it was cold but, not so bad when I adjusted to the tempature.

The pool was deep, maybe 8 feet. I swam around and dove down to the bottom, then back up. Wiping the water from face I heard the sliding door opened, and out comes a shirtless Jonathan. I swam to the edge of the pool to get a better look at him.

Jonathan locks eye contact with me and laughs like a mad man. "You checking me out Evan?" I blushed a little. "Yeah I am, I'm aloud to, smiling." He then walks closer to me and stands in frount of me and bends over and whispers, "do you like what you see?" He then "again," starts laughing like a crazy person. He was laughing so hard he was holding his stomach. "I had enough." I grabbed his ankles and made him fall in the water.