i look at the red sky and think
think about how it could all be fucking over in a blink
i look at the pink hues and imagine
imagine how it would feel
to just fucking leave
pack my things and disappear
where i don't care but i'll always have the red sky to make me think about home
it's so beautiful to see
a sky filled with colours
then i go back to thinking of just disappearing
i think people would miss me for a moment but eventually they'd move on
cause if i just disappear they'd be left with questions
but if i do it with them surrounding me they'll get their answers
i'd go somewhere warm with views of the red sky for miles
and i'd finally feel a real smile
i'd sit on a beach in the last sun rays of the day and finally have no one depending on me
i'd finally be on my own
i'd lie down where the warm sand meets the sea
an empty head with a million things i could be thinking
and finally breathe out and breathe in
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