Perfection

Chapter Five: Texts & Many Emotions

Only Jayden knew how to take me to this place, but right now isn't about me its about Jayden. He didn't seem himself, he never snapped at me or made me feel threatened. I felt stupid. I angered him and I have to do the right thing.

*** Texts between Jayden & Allegria***

Me: Hey love. Can we please talk?

Please, Jayden?

Jayden! We cannot just stop talking.

.... You promised....

Jayden😍💋: Meet me in 2 hours at the parlor.

I hated pulling the you promised card on him, but this was majorly important. He was aggressive with me, I yelled at him, he shut me out, and we argued. This was a situation I was not prepared for. I mean really the royal couple cannot argue. We compromise and work things out. Omg what if this gets out?

I began to feel selfish, he was out the angry and stressed out over he slits on my wrist and I am home worried about some stupid royalty title. I hate myself for allowing this to mean so much. I grabbed my jacket and headed for the door. I waited for my car to pull around, and giggled. I am such a asshole. For no reason should I act like this toward him, he was everything I wanted in a guy. Yet, I am so evil towards him. I am trying to ruin tis because I feel like its all too good to be true. Maybe this argument was a sign. I sniffed just thinking about Jayden and me not being together, I love him, and I want to be with him forever. But people who want perfection never get a happy ending, so what makes me so special? What makes the rules not apply to me? Exactly nothing.

I got lost in my thoughts and was snapped back into reality when my driver snap in my face.

"Ms. Black, we gave arrived at your wanted destination."

"Thank you," I forced a smile. "I will be ready at midnight."

I look into the parlor window before stepping out, catching a look at my stressed boyfriend.

----------------------Author's Note----------------------

I'm sorry for being MIA and I know this chapter is short. I have some exciting news, I'll be making a whole book dedicated to whole shabang. It's going to be a lot like a update book filled with all my social media connects, YouTube stuff and some extra things. That wasn't the news but you can find out as soon as I get everything together.

XOXO,
Allie Monroe 💋