My fucked up life(nj boys)

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The next day

I woke up to someone hugging me. I turn around to see kairi, I was confused but I didn't move so I fell back to sleep.

28 minutes later
I really needed to use them bathroom but kairi is still hugging me. I tried moving but he started waking up.

You: kairi move
Kai: no
You: do you want me to pee on you

He let go of me, so i got up and went to bathroom and did my business. I went to my closet and got a gray sweat and shorts. I put it on and walk down stairs, to see my mom crying.

You: mom what's wrong?
Mom: it's nothing baby but come sit down please

I sat next time her and she grabbed my hand and started crying more.

You: mom please tell whats wrong
Mom: I love you so so much
You: mom I love you too but are you ok

She put her hand on my belly and the babies started kicking. She started smiling and laughing a bit.

Mom: can we take a picture
You: sure mom

She took a few pictures and videos of us laughing.

Mom: ok I wanted to give you this

She gave me a black box

You: what is this?
Mom: open it when I'm gone please

She got up and kissed my belly than kissed my forehead. I was so confused

You: mom your not going to die any time soon
Mom: I love you my baby and tell mar I'm love him too
You: mo-

She backed up and went to the door and opened it. I saw a guy walk in and shot her, 2 times. I started screaming as I see her fall to the floor, while the guy ran away. I got up and ran to her.

You: mom why why why!!!
Mar: wha- mom!

Mar came by me and started crying

Mom: I'm so- sorry she said wekly
Every: omg!!
You: get me something to stop the bleeding

I put the towel on her and put pursue.

You: get the car

They cared her to my car so I got in and so did Mar. I started spending to the hospital. I was going at least 100 and passing cars left and right.

To the hospital
Mar picked her up and ran in to the hospital.

You: help please!
Nur: oh god, we need help

Doctors and nurse came and took her. Me and Mar sat down and started crying.

1 hour later
The doctor came up to us.

Doc: hi guys, we have stopped the bleeding but

You: but what?
Doc: we need to do Surgery on her, but 50 50 chance she won't make it
You: oh-

I didn't know what to do but I don't want her to die suffering. Got this is so hard to do.

You: do it
Doc: are you sure
You: ye- yes
Doc: ok do you want to see her before
Mar: yes

We followed him to a room, to see my mom hooked up with wires everywhere on her. I walked up to her.

You: why mom, why
Mar: mom I'm sorry
You: they are going to take you into surgery but they don't know if your going to make it. Fuck mom why would you do that!
Mar: Luna claim down

Doc: were going to take her, to surgery in 5 minutes
Mar: ok

The doctor left so we can have some privacy.