I hear my alarm go off, and I looked to see it's was 9!. I tried getting out of bed but my body was hurting so bad so I just laid down. I was going though tik tok when I saw ale on my fyp, I went on to his page to see he was famous, i looked up all the boys name and it turned out they are all famous. I was getting mad because everyone thinks they're so nice like no they BEAT GIRLS, I got of there page and decided that I was going to shower. I got up and walked slowly to the bathroom, I looked in the mirror to see all the bruises and cuts on me, I feel my eyes start to water.i just asked myself " why do they hate me so much" we all use to be so close
( Flash back 2 years ago)
You:Mattia stop playing around and give me my phone back
Mattia: come get it
You: you know I can't reach
You: your taller than all of us
Ale: she is right you are taller than us
Kairi: and there is the facts he said laughingAll the boys were laughing and having a good time. I finally got my phone back after 20 dam minutes of chasing Mattia around his big ass house.
End of flashback
I was done in the shower. I desired I was going to go get a tattoo. I put on some leggings and a long sleeve
( Without the bag)
I got in the car and put on some music and started to drive. The tattoo shop wasn't far from my house to. I got there in 5 minutes. I got out of the car and waited for them to call me. About 15 minutes they took me in the back, they took about 1 hour to finish. I paid them and left back to my house but before I did I wanted to go get dez and mar something for helping me. I drove to the store and bought them there favorite drinks, chips and candy,I walked up to the lady and she gave me a dirty look.You: you got a Problem with me ? I said with Attitude
Lady:no
You: ok so stop looking at me like that and give me my shitShe stayed quiet after that and gave me my stuff. I finally got home but I knew my mom was going to be home so she is going to be the first one to know about my face tattoo. I walked in and there she was sitting down. My mom looked happy than her expression changed when she saw my tattoo
Mom: LUNA GARCIA WHATS ON YOUR FACE !
you: face tattoo duh
Mom: wtf Luna why did you do that
You: mom I think you should know now that your asking
Mom: what do you need to tell me ?
You: mom please sit down
Mom: Luna tell what's going on
You: ok mom I don't want you to freak out but I'm in a gang
Mom: OH HELL NO WTF
You: mom please
Mom: DONT MOM ME LUNA YOUR IN A GANG
you: this is why I didn't want to tell you your not ready to know this
Mom: when did you get In a gang
You: when I was in Florida I meet someone that was in the most dangerous gang, they needed more people so they asked me if I wanted to and I did. They helped with a lot of shit mom
Mom: Luna I can't have you here if your in a gang
You: ARE FOR REAL
Mom: I'm sorry but I can't have you here if it's going to Bering danger to us
You: you know what FUCK YOU
Mom: don't ever talk to like that as she slapped
You: whatever i will be gone in no time so don't worryI went to my room and packed my stuff. It took about 30 minutes to get all my things out of the house when I was getting my car keys dez and mar walk in.
Dez: ummm what's happening
You: I'm moving out
Mat&dez: WHAT
You: yea I sorry but I have to go
Dez: wait hold on Luna do you get a tattoo
You: ummm yea
Dez: come with NOW
You: ok damAs we walk outside I feel more nauseous because it's not just a normal tattoo, once you get it you can't back out of the gang.
Dez: Luna you know that once you get that tattoo you can't back out of the gang
You: ik Dez but I can't do nothing now
Dez: if your going to stay I'm going to stay
You: wait hold on you can't do that
Dez: yea I can let's go to the tattoo shop
You: my mom is going to kick you out I kind of told her I was in the gang
Dez: WAIT you told her
You: yea
Dez; I knew this was going to happen so I bought a house way before this
You: you bought a house wtf
Dez: yea well let's go get my tattoo hoe
You: fuck it let's go
You: wait hold on I have to say bye to mar
Dez: ok let's go
You: hey mar
Mar: Luna why are you in a gang
You: I can't say why but I just want to let you know I love you s lot but I have to go
Mar: please don't leave me Luna me and dez need you
Dez: mar I'm in the gang too and me and Luna are leaving
Mar: WHAT YOUR IN IT TO
Dez&you: sorry
You: wait hold what if he moved in with us
Dez: yea the house I bought is hell of big
Mar: fine by me
You: ok go pack we we'll be at the tattoo shop
Mar: ok see you later be safe please
You&dez: okWe got in the car and talked and played music. We got there and waited for about 10 minutes to get called back. It took about hour. I paid and left,we went back to the house to get mar but when we got there the door was busted open and glass everywhere. Me and dez got are guns and went in to the house and saw........
FYI this is what the tattoo looks like
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My fucked up life(nj boys)
FanficWill be on hold for a while ⚠️Warning ⚠️ Drugs & drinking, Violence, Suicidal thoughts,Depression, smut, abuse, strong language