The Shy Kid(BoyxBoy)

Falling apart

Mew

It's been 3 days since I last saw my crush. I have been desperate since then. I waited for him the next day but he didn't show up. I thought may be he was running late. I even missed my 1st lecture just to wait for him. At last I gave up and thought may be he is not coming today. I even left college early to check whether he is in school or not. I waited at the school gate pateintly but got dissapointed. This has to be 1st tym when I am this much desperate to see someone.

The next day was same as the previous one. But I still waited for him the whole day and even  missed college but again he didn't show up. Is he alright??? Did he drop out?? Has he found someone?? I suddenly felt a sharp pain in my heart. Am I already falling hard for him??? Isn't it just an infactuation!!??! Or is he my truelove??? I think he is already driving me crazy.

This continued for the next 2 months and I am still not over him. I think I have to shift in a condo to distract myself from his thoughts. I don't know what to do. Should I tell my friends about him?? I don't even have his photo or anything to show them to ask whether they know him or not.

I think It's tym to tell mom that I want to shift to a condo to focus on my studies more. My parents are starting to doubt on me as I am always silent nowadays. I don't think I can b as lively as I was before. My friends are starting to question me.

Man:Hey buddy, what's up??? Today you have to tell us why are you acting like this??

Me: It's nothing man. I am just not well. Please leave me alone. I am not in a mood to talk to anyone.

Max: Don't give that lame excuse man. U aren't feeling well for last what 2 to 3 months now??? Seriously??? Don't tell me you going to die!!!

Mild: Just stop it already. I don't think he will ever going to say that he is lovesick.😉

Mew: How do u know???

Mild: I told you that's why he is acting like a asshole. Now tell us already the story. Who dumped you??? We have got your back man.

Mew: That's the problem. I don't even know his name.

Max:Whtat do u mean??

I told them my story to the point where they laughed at my behaviour to avoid him from the start to desperately searching for him!!!

I think I will shift with you guys. I can't handle walking on that road daily and waiting there hopelessly. I think he moved from the school or location.

Man:It's ok bro!!! Just learn your lesson not to lose your chance when you already have. Okay???

Me: yeah!!!! I got it. I just hope oneday I will meet him again and I won't let him go even if he is straight.

Max: lol!!!!!!

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Gulf

I can say I am better than how I was 2 months ago. I still can't walk properly  so my parents arranged everything for me to study at home and the doctor assured that I will be fine  till my exam. So I am studying hard to get good grades. I haven't seen him since the day before my accident. I think it's for the best that he didn't show up that day or I would be too much giddy by now. I could feel that day I had already strong feelings for him. I mean I still have that now but I don't think  I can ever b his type. I mean look at him. He is so damn hot. And I am just a timid boy my whole life. I can't even bring his attention towards me.

My exams are finally over and I think can get admitted to the college I always wanted to go. It's not far from home. But I have to move to the condo for my well being. I am totally fine now but sometimes i feel some difficulties when my knees get pressure. Other than that I am okay.

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