The Shy Kid(BoyxBoy)

Birthday

Mew

Today is the happiest day of this year!!

Anyone want to know why???

Today is my baby's bday which is 4th Dec. I'm so happy. If everything goes as planned then it'll be perfect. I have arranged everything in Man's apartment.

2 and half a month has passed since we both told each other I love you. As much as happy I'm since that day I'm however more worried with each passing day. The constant fear of Josh doing anything wrong with Gulf has frightened me.

I know Josh would not dare to harm gulfie inside the campus. But I still can't stop worrying about it. The josh I know, won't leave the matter so easily. I mean I dragged him to the Dean. I also accused him for everything which was obviously true. He even got a warning of a last chance. I'm just a little bit curious about his behaviour recently. Since that day me and my friends have been kind of tracking him. I mean not always. But till now he hasn't done anything suspicious. Has he truly changed or planning something big!!??! I have no idea.

But it's true that I have never been this happy in my life that I'm now. I have never thought I would deserve Gulf. He is so sweet. I mean I have fallen hard already since the first day. But the thought of him loving me back had never crossed me until he confessed.

These months have been so good that I can't describe in words. As my friends told me gulf has wrapped me in his little finger since day 1. I want to move in with him. I can't bear our separation in the night. I want him by my side in every second of my life.

Although we are together for this long, we haven't done anything other than kissing. Everytime I'm a little carried away in between our kisses, gulf shifts uncomfortably in my arms which clearly describes that he isn't ready for anything.

And after that incident in my house, I'm practically a lot scared to attempt anything. I know I can wait for him to let me in between his legs for as long as he want but as a teenager I'm always horny. Practically some days I wish I could just convince him to let me have him. Everytime I'm about to say those things to gulf, his slap reminds me to keep quiet. I mean that was a pretty hard slap man.

I have been planning his bday for atleast a month now. Initially I thought I would take him to a resturant and celebrate his bday their but we have spent almost every weekend into exploring some in the city. So I ditched that idea and asked my friends to think of something else. Man suggested me to take advantage of his apartment. My family has some flats here and there but I don't want to take gulfie to those as I have never thought them as my own home ever. I'hv never been attatched to my step dad despite of him being too kind to me. I've never actually seen him as a father figure ever though he act like one.

Inspite of being my half-sister I have always treated jjoomm as my own. I just don't see my mother's husband as my father. After what happend with my dad I never actually recovered his loss and I'll always blame that indcident for my rough behaviour all throughtout my life.

Thanks to my love, I'm in a better temper than I was ever. Gulfie always keeps me calm and everytime I look into his eyes I somewhat forbid myself from making any stupid decision. No matter what happens but I'll be happy till my baby is by my side. I'm thankful to god to give me the second chance after what I have done all years.

When Man first suggested about his apartment, I was a bit skeptical about it. I mean I know that I won't try anything with gulf but what would be his reaction!!! I think he might get it all wrong.

But it is infact a good choice. I can make him a special cake and his favourite dishes. And also we can spend as much as time we want. I mean I want to spend my whole life with him. But who would convince him to move in with me!!!!