The Shy Kid(BoyxBoy)

Recoveries

So sorry guys..
Been busy with exams this whole week.
Hope You all will forgive me🐶

Alas!! Nobody showed Up on my conversation wall!!!
Whatever!!!
So How was ep4???

Mew

It's never been easy to just forget your past and start a new day. Neither did it was easy back then nor did it now. Only the difference you seem to accept everything in a different way.

The past two weeks been bittersweet. Both of us needed time to heal internally. Gulf is talking to me more than before. After appolosing to each other we actually spent that night peacefully on our rooms. Surprisingly Gulf insisted on staying in my room that night may be afraid whether I would repeat that action.

Let's just say we are both healing in our own way. Today I'm taking gulf on a date. He was abit hesitant but I assured him we'll just eat our dinner and talk some things out.

My bday is coming in about two weeks. I'm planning to take gulf to the beach again as last time was a horrible experience and I don't wanna remember the beach as a horrible nightmare.I don't know gulf remembers my bday or not.

Today we are going on a double date. At first I wanted to take gulf on a date. But he insisted on taking his nong and his bestfriend to accompany him. And here I thought I could have gulf to myself all the time. But it's okay ifonly he is happy with anything and I'll try my best to fulfill his wishes.

Gulf's parents don't know what he faced with the whole time. Of course he won't tell his parents about it. They insisted on visiting him all these weeks but somehow gulf managed to convince them by giving the excuse of heavy workload.

I'm proud of gulf as he has maintained his studies even though these weeks were tough for him. Wat said he is a bright student throughout his life. In the past few weeks I've been friends with wat more than before. He has helped me to understand gulf in these weeks. He has always motivated me to have patience with him.

I'm kind of happy and embarrassed about the events happened in the beach. I'm ashamed of attempting suicide. When I look back to that day I feel like an asshole to be honest. I've never thought of doing such evil thing evenif I broke down many times in my life. I think gulf breaking up with me was too extreame for me. But overall I'm happy that my baby is with me again. I'm going to take a promise as a gift from him on this bday. I never ever imagined gulf would ever say those hurtfull words to me.

Win knows everything that happened to gulf the whole time. I mean obviously being a best boyfriend, wat always blurts out everything. Since then win is desperate to meet his brother. But with everything happening gulf hasn't been able to meet him.

So when I proposed to go on a date he insisted on going with them. So wat already left to bring win to a nearby park. I thought it'll be best if both win and gulf would talk to each other comfortably then we can head to the restaurant.

My stepdad owns some restaurants on the city but I never feel like going there. I'm not used to spend his money. So I always have the pocket money from my mom. Afterall she is also an independent woman.

Right now we are heading to the park. Win and wat already arrived there. Both brothers are so excited for meeting after so long. There bonding is so adorable. Both Win and gulf are so fucking adorable and when they are together they look like two babies in their own world. I always adore my baby. He is so pure iniside and out.

There is not been a single day when I haven't loved my boy. With each passing day I'm loving him more and more. He has wrapped me in his little fingers. I mean who would have thought a boy almost same build and a little taller than me can be a baby around me. Everytime I hold him, he seems like fit into my arms easily.