The Shy Kid(BoyxBoy)

Whenever you are ready

Gulf

I couldn't believe Mew would make my bday so special. I mean I have never been in a relationship but I have seen enough romantic movies and series to know all the sweetest moments they do. I never thought someone would actually do those in my bday. I mean look at Mew and then at me.

Everytime I see his love for me in his eyes, I wonder how did I managed to have him in my life. I can always see his immense love for me. I'm so lucky to call him mine.

I know he has promised me to not take the next step in the relationship until I'm ready, but there is a constant fear in the back of my head. I mean anything can happen in a spur of the moment. I don't blame him for that but I'm not quiet comfortable to do that.

I have always been a shy kid since my childhood. I always love to read and watch romantic contents but when it comes to me it makes me uncomfortable. Still now I sometimes feel a bit awkward to kiss and hug Mew except for the times when I get really excited and initiate it. You can say I'm really weird.

Mew even made me crispy posk basil and my favourite black forest cake. I loved everything.

After our friends left, i was somewhat worried. It was so evident that Mew even asked me if I was okay or not. But I couldn't tell him that I was a bit anxious about us being alone in a house. I don't want to misbehave Mew if anything happens again like last time. But I can't tell him that.

Mew: What is it love?? Please say it.

Me:Ummm.... Actually.....

Mew: What love?? Don't tell me you are thinking may be I would do something that I shouldn't???

Me: M sorry. I can't help it.

Mew: I can't believe you think so little of me. After all these months I have proven enough that I won't do anything without your permission. But you are still that much uncomfortable.

Me: Nooo..... I'm more worried about my actions. Last time when I slapped you, you won't believe how much guilty I felt. I dreaded the thought that may be you would leave me. I can't live without you, you know that right?? I mean it. Those days were so pathetic. I don't want us to be in bad terms. I always want you by my side. I don't know how will you react if I reject any of your affection. And I definitely not want to make you...

Before I could say anything Mew kissed me.

Mew: Can you wait for a minute??

Me: Why?? What happened??

Mew: please close your eyes.

Me: ok.

I closed my eyes.

Mew: Open it love.

I couldn't believe my eyes. Mew was on his kness with a ring!!! Oh my god!! Why is he doing this?? We are so young. I mean I want to spend my whole life with me. But isn't it too sudden???

Me: what is it?? Why??

Mew: Calm down love. It's just a promise ring. I want you to wear it. Will you??

Me: Umm...ok.

He put it in my ring finger. It felt odd but good!!

Mew: I just want to promise you that I won't leave you ever. I won't force you for anything. I would try not to make you sad no matter what. I'll always be by your side in good or bad. I'll always protect you from evil. I'll always love you like this. I promise you to be your boyfriend forever.

After hearing all these, i couldn't stop my tears from falling hard. My man always knows how to make me happy.
I love him so damn much. I am  so damn lucky.