Sanders Sides Angst One Shots

Emotions (Logan & Roman)

Warnings: Angst, crying, anger, mental breakdown, self-harm, yelling, fighting, yelling at Patton

I'm gonna stop putting the "angst" warning, because you picked this book, the angst book-

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Logan sighed. He let Janus take his place in the last video after he was "skipped". He's had just about enough of this; not being listened to, being blatantly ignored, being pushed aside, the name-calling...

He went to the living room, where Roman was currently laying on a couch with his arm over his eyes. "Sup nerd.." Roman mumbles. "Don't." Logan says lowly, glaring slightly.
See, he was in no way, shape, or form in the mood for this. Especially not from Roman.

"Jesus, what's up your butt?" Roman says, looking at him. "You wanna fucking know what's wrong with me?! Never being listened to, always being ignored, Roman! But you don't know what that's like do you, Mr. Perfect?!" Logan shouted.

Roman looked shocked, then sad, then angry. "Really?! You think just because I'm the prince persona I'm perfect?! I really fucking tried this time and I still fucked it up!! I'm not the hero anymore, Thomas said so himself!!"
Logan growls. "Why do you have to be everyone's fucking hero?!! You wanna be a hero?! Stop fucking insulting everyone and grow the fuck up for a change!!!"

Roman was hurt by that, tearing up and glaring at him. "Then maybe you shouldn't be so fucking serious about everything, maybe then people would actually give a damn about you!!!"

Logan scoffed sadly, walking away.

Patton went into the living room, frowning in confusion. "I heard yelling... What happened ki-" he starts.
"Shut the fuck up, Patton. I'm in no mood to talk to you, not after you took that snakes side over me!! You didn't even stand up for me when you KNEW Thomas lied about me still being important to him!!" Roman shouts, standing up.

Patton shrunk back a little, frowning more. "R-roman.." he says. "Enough. You wanna talk to someone? Go fucking talk to Logan. I don't want to see any fucking one of you." Roman says, going to his room.

Patton whimpers quietly, wiping one of his eyes under his glasses before going to check on Logan.

<Roman's room>

Roman slammed the door and locked it, immediately falling to the floor and crying.

He and Remus share a room, and Remus was currently sitting on the bed playing with a dead mouse. He looked over at Roman and frowned, thinking before setting the mouse down and walking over to him.
"Roman..?" he says. Roman laughs sadly. "I may as well join the darksides at this rate, Remus.. What kind of good doer would.. Do what I did... Say what I said.."

Remus frowns, hugging him carefully and staring at the floor. "I'm not going back... Thomas doesn't need me, no one needs me anymore.." Roman says, crying into Remus's shoulder.
Remus sighs sadly. He's not the best person to go to with emotions, but he at least tries to comfort Roman whenever he's upset. Because as much as they fight, he's his brother, and he loves him.

"Roman.. You can't duck out.. Without you, Thomas can't make videos.. You're his creative side.." Remus says. Roman shook his head. "So are you... You do it..." he mumbles, pulling away and laying down on his bed, staring numbly at the floor.

"Roman don't do this... Please..." Remus says. He knows what this is; it's happened before, a long time ago. Roman won't respond like this; he's there but he's not.

"Roman, what about what you represent? A prince, right? A Disney prince. What would they do?" Remus says, trying to encourage him.
"Disney tells a bunch of lies, Remus. You want to know what being a prince is like? I'd say watch Game of Thrones. I swear every fucking prince dies there. Point being, I don't believe in those stupid little fairy tales anymore.." Roman mumbles.

Remus frowns. There really isn't anything he can say, is there?

<Logan's room>

Patton knocked on the door softly. "Lo..? It's Patton... Can I come in..?" he asks. Logan pulled his sleeves down to hide the cuts now on his arms. He couldn't respond; he was still crying.
Patton opened the door slowly, looking in and frowning. "Do you need a comfort buddy..?" he asks. Logan nods with a whimper, wiping his eyes.

Patton closed the door and sat next to him, holding his arms out. Logan leans into him and sniffled. "I do nothing but try and all I get is ignored..." he says.

Patton put his arms around him, rubbing his back. "Shh, it's okay.. I know you may not feel okay, but you'll get there... It'll all be okay.." Patton says.

Logan continues crying for a while before looking up at Patton. "I-i didn't mean to say what I did to Roman... I-is he okay..?"
Patton smiled sadly. "I don't know. He said he didn't want to see me right now." he says, tearing up a little.

"Oh.. When will he let you talk to him..?" Logan asks. "I don't know, Logan. I don't know.." Patton responded with a quiet sigh.