Severus and The Lone Wolf Blood (Book 1)

Watchful Eyes

I spent the rest of my time locked up in the burrow, except on full moons which I was allowed to run free for that. I was refusing to speak to Severus or Remus.

I sat looking out the window. The trees swaying in the breeze and I wasn't allowed out to enjoy it. My 15th birthday was tomorrow and I didn't even care. Yesterday the twins handed me a fluet and I've been trying to work it since. I put it to my lips and to my suprise it made a legit sound. I started playing around and started to play a song. I put my heart into it and my feelings. I was angry and torn up inside. I didn't realize I had an audiance as I continued to play. I stared out the window as a couple of tears rolled down my cheeks. I longed to run threw the woods. I sobbed until I couldn't continue. I set down the fluet and hugged my knees to my chest and let a sad sobe pass my lips. "You make such beautiful music yet you cry." I jumped and turned my head to see Fred. I furiously wipped my eyes. He smiled gently and sat down beside me. "Whats wrong?" He asked. "My heart hearts and I want to go outside and I hate birthdays." I muttered. "Its your birthday?!" He asked in suprise. "Tomorrow but I'm just going to sleep threw it." I said in a hoarse voice. Fred got up and walked downstairs. I sighed and got snuck downstairs. I snuck out the door and ran to the hill where the medow was. I laid down and watched the clouds. I smiled as the sun shined down on me. I felt at peace. My anger and hurt melting away. "I was wondering how long it would take you to escape the house." Came the gentle voice of Albus. I smirked. He sat down with his back to the tree. "I don't want to disturb your peace and quiet but I must ask you if you remember anything." I thought for a minute but shook my head. He nodded and sighed softly. "I think Molly has realized you escaped the house." He said with a chuckle. "How do you know that?" I asked siting up on my elbows. I followed his gaze and saw Molly looking outside in the garden for me. "Oh." I said saddly. "Don't worry, I think Fred Weasley is trying to buy you time." He said. I sighed. "Have you talked to them?" Albus asked. I shook my head. "Well I think Remus is in his room." He said. I got up and ran to the house.

I opened Remus's door and saw him ontop of a women with bubble gum pink hair. My mouth hung open as tears rolled down my cheeks. "How could you!?" I shouted. He jumped in suprise, looking toward me. I shook my head, running out of his room. I pushed past every one and ran out the door dispite them calling me back.

I shifted and took off up the hill, past Albus and toward the forest. I whimpered and whined. I had never been in such agony before. I made it in to the forest. I saw a black dog looking at me. I barked and ran to him. Sirius had never been too far away even though everyone knew he was inoccent but still a fugitive. I laid down while he laid with me, licking my muzzle reasuringly. I heard my name being called and then Remus appeard. Sirius took off. "Jana..." He said with pleeding eyes. I stood, baring my teeth, snarling and growling. Remus looked suprised. "Jana, you haden't spoken to me in 3 weeks. I still love you but I was trying to ease the pain." He explained. I shifted back and stood on my two feet. "Just go Remus! It was a mistake trying to talk it out." I said rather harshly. He looked hurt and turned, walking back to the house. "Aww poor wolfy." I turned in supise but saw no one was there. "If you joined us you could have Severus." The voice said. It echoed around the trees so I couldn't pin point the direction it originaly came from. "Join us and you can live with Severus for the rest of your life." The voice said. "You can't promise me that! Who are you?!" I shouted. "We are Death Eaters and our master will soon rise!" The voice said in triumph. "The only way you could promise me Severus is if he was one of you! And I know even though he can be mean, harsh, cold, hateful, and many other things, that he wood never stoop so low to become one of you!" I shouted in anger. The voice laughed. "JANA!" Severus ran up, pushing me behind him as he held his wand. "Ask him Jana, if you believe in him so much!" The voice coaxed. I remembered seeing a skull and snake tattoo on Severus's arm when I slept in his room so many night ago. I backed up away from Severus. "You don't need to ask because you know..." With that there was a crack and silence. Severus turned toward me. I shook my head and turned to run off but Severus grabbed my arm. What came next was unexpected.