It wasn't meant to be

Lucky lady

"So Quinn who was the lucky lady," zizes said bumping into the girl playfully. "I don't know what you are referring to-"

"Oh cmon Q, you missed out on lines of coke for some chick and you're trynna deny it?" The bigger girl  questioned knowing who exactly the shorter girl was messing with.

"It was Lopez, but don't say nothing about it. I doubt sue will be pleased and I doubt her parents will either, I had to sneak in the other night," Quinn rolled her eyes at the fact no one liked the two being together.

"When did you care what others think, if I was you I'd do in the front of everyone and show em-"

"HEY! She mine!" Quinn shouted, "well you should prove it,"

Quinn knew the girl was just trynna get under her skin. She scoffed and walked out to the football field under the bleachers and took a smoke.

Quinn POV

It's not like I like the girl, it was just an infatuation. Besides it would ruin the tan girls 'rep'

Santana use to be nice to me and suddenly bullied me because of her rep. At the time I did love the Latina but when Santana changed I burried that love and kept it in the back of my head but it was slowly coming back.

Santana...she changed too tho, she was so nice to me I remember when she helped me around and always called me pretty. The more I think before Santana's 'rep' I would believe she had a crush on me.

"What are you thinking about?" I heard that voice, that sweet raspy tender voice.

"Us I guess.." I say putting the cigarettes out.

"Why?"

Seriously after fucking you wouldn't question it either, after sleeping cuddling together and kissing me goodbye?

"Santana before I became...Quinn...did you like me?"

"Is that how you see bullying ing-"

"Before the bulling when you use to call me pretty and treat me like I meant something..." I say lowering my head. "The way you treated me it wasn't just friendly the more I think-"

"It's in the past," San cut me off turning her head. She was to scared to admit she did.

"You did didn't you?" I smirk, "how could you? I was so..disgust-" it was just one person cutting off the other.

"YOU WAS BEAUTIFUL!" She shouted. "You were sweet and had the kindest souls!"

I was taken back by her words.

"I liked you for everything... and then I joined the Cheerios and changed I know that..I feel so so bad and then last year I told myself to get over you, and then some new girl shows up and I find out that you're that girl I've been in love with since..." after hearing all of this it takes me a minute to process it.

"So can we be together now?" I ask holding my breath scared.

Santana looks at me and I see the answer, it's a no. "Your rep still seems to mean more-"

"Quinn it's not like that at all-"

"Then what?!" I shout tears falling.

"It won't work, my parents wouldn't approve, maybe if you-"

"If I change? No no this is me Santana! If you can't handle that then so be!" I say storming off.

San POV

I just watch her leave, everything was a mess, she knew she shouldn't have fucked around with her.