I can't find you

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Was sobbing while staring into darkness
Covering your eyes falling into numbness
Chest is suffocating looking so helpless
You're lost again. And your pain is endless.

You missed your own laughter
The soothing sensation of happiness
Diverted by anxiety, agony and fear
You're weak now and you even lost your toughness.

You slept and woke up being lonely
Before, you're always alone but never gloomy
But you swiftly changed. And now you can't even define 'happy'
Dear why? Why are you so empty?

Your genuine smile before
Vanished in just a blink
It's just your blank facade and nothing more
You're less of happiness. And you could just unknowingly sink.

You're looking for something
Something's long gone and missing
Yourself. It's what you've been searching.
But you can't find it. It's far away in pain, hiding and dying.


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I just want to say hi to ayibaye. My treasure from Nigeria. She once told me that I no longer update my poems that's why I feel motivated to make some. Thank you!❤

~#blue_princesse

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