TRAPPED | Trent Alexander Arnold

Chapter 14 - yoga pants

KYLIE

"Can you just relax?" I sighed, staring helplessly at my crazy ass best friend.

"No I can't. My best friend made out with the hot guy next door. How can I possibly relax?!"

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"How was it?" She wiggles her eyebrows.

"How was what?"

"This kiss. Obviously"

I sighed "ruby, can you help me out here?"

"No I cannot. I also wanna hear it"

Ugh!

"Speak up!" Rosie demanded.

Do I really have a choice?

"Fine. It was one of the best" I confessed, making them squeal "now can y'all please stop fantasizing and tell me what the weather is like in Russia"

"I heard it's pretty cold. Mostly" Rosie replied.

"Yeah, but just Incase, take a couple of shorts along" Ruby added.

I was packing for my trip to Russia with jadon  the World Cup. Ofcourse I said yes. I mean, how could I not? I can't possibly say no to Jadon, I don't know why, I just can't. And besides, this could pass off as a little break for me, since I've been so caught up in my web of work. Russia, World Cup, Jadon, this combo is everything, I'm not even there yet but I already see myself having the time of my life.

Since I've never been to Russia before, I packed clothes that would be suitable for any weather. Oversized hoodies, jumpers, jackets, tank tops, tee shirts, crop tops, short dresses, jumpsuits, jeans, bumshorts, pretty much everything. We're leaving in the next three days and I honestly cannot wait.

Whoooo!

"Ruby can you please get my laptop and it's charger from the lounge room?"

"Yes ma'am" she said and left the room, leaving me and Rosie alone.

"I'm so happy for you, you know?" She said.

"Why's that?"

"Because this is the biggest step you've Taken towards moving on to another guy after Trent. And I know for sure that this relationship will be exactly what you deserve"

"We're not in a relationship, we just kissed. Big difference"

"What if he asks you out, will you say yes?"

I...actually haven't thought this far. Am I ready for another relationship? I'm stuck somewhere between a yes and a no. I'm not gonna lie, I have made a lot of progress regarding moving on from my past, I know that, but I don't think I've moved this far. I'm unsure about getting into a committed relationship again. Just the thought of it is giving me anxiety. What if Jadon hurts me too? What if he makes a bet with his friends about me? I know not every guy out there is like Trent, but what if, just what if he ends up hurting me? I don't think my heart can handle that much pressure, I'm just not ready to take such a risk again. Because if it happens, god knows I won't be able to live anymore.

"I......i don't know" I honestly said.

"What do you mean you don't know? Don't you like him?"

"I do. I really do, but I don't want to fall in so deep. I don't want to repeat the same mistake I did before. What if I get attached and he ends up hurting me?"

"He's not Trent"

"I know he isn't"

"Then what's the problem if you already know that?"