TRAPPED | Trent Alexander Arnold

Chapter 25 - breakfast date

KYLIE

I know I'm an expert in hiding my feelings and acting like I got it all under control, but this time around, I can't seem to find my center of expertise. I can't even smile.

I thought this whole thing was a joke but turns out I was wrong. I'm not the only person getting those creepy messages from blue, I'm not the only person getting threatened, even Trina is going through the same and hers is worse. Everything literally took a whole new different direction, why are me and my sister being targeted? Why are we being threatened? And who the fuck is this blue of a person? Can't the person just come forward and face us? Why such cheap tricks and acts?

It's so frustrating and tiring. I'm just tired, there are still a lot of things I haven't gotten over and more are still pushing their way through. Even if I killed someone or stole someone's destiny, I know I don't deserve such a harsh punishment. This is just too much.

"Kylie?"

I snapped out of my thoughts after hearing Katrina's voice, I was so zoned out I didn't even realize when she walked into my room.

"What?" I Asked after sighing out of frustration

"I just wanted to say thank you for doing this for me. You let me stay in your house, even though I clearly don't deserve it"

Yeah. I let her move in with me. I know many people would think I'm the stupidest person on earth for doing that for her after what she did to me, but it's honestly not up to me. Blue set her little home on fire, it's a miracle that she was even able to get out alive and with no injuries. She has no where else to go, no more job and her life is in danger. It doesn't matter how much anger I have towards her, I can't stop myself from caring, because she was once my mother figure, or at least so I thought. The blood we share just didn't let me ignore her situation. I had to do something and I don't regret it.

Besides, what's the point of carrying hate for so long? I've honestly just decided to forgive everything and everyone, I'm just working towards forgetting and moving on now. This life itself is an illusion, it's temporary and doesn't last forever, so what's the point really? I just want to set myself and my soul free from all the hate, anger and bitterness I carried towards...them, because it's not worth it, it wasn't my fault and I deserve to be free, you know?

My stepmom Yasmin always used to tell me that when someone hurts you or does something that breaks you completely, don't set your mind on taking revenge, because then, you'll be just as wicked and as vile as they are, instead, you should kill them with kindness. Kick back, relax, and let karma do her thing. At first I thought that was the stupidest thing ever, but now it makes lots of sense to me. Nothing tops your peace of mind, and carrying hate or anger towards someone instead of trying to accept things as they are and moving on does nothing but fight with your piece of mind. Even after getting the revenge, you can't be happy because there's a part of you that will keep reminding you of them, that part being your heart and the reason for that is you've turned into the same person you wanted to get revenge on.

This is a lesson I will never forget. peace, serenity, tranquility and positivity are the road to happiness and joy, and that's really all I'll ever need.

"Well you are not wrong, you don't deserve it" I shrugged "but I can't change the fact that you are my blood sister, and as much as I hate to admit it, there's still a part of me that cares"