Breaking The Wall Of His Insecurities ✔️

part ; 4

Recap: Shivaay told Anika that he will not consider his wife but for the world, she will be his wife. To which Anika became emotional and cancelled her marriage
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"I was searching you beta", she said and caressed her head

Anika felt bad as she was treating her like her own child and she is going to break this alliance

"D...dadi", said Shivaay and stood near Anika. Anika accused him with her eyes and looked down as she is guilty of breaking her marriage in hurry.

"Dadi we can't marry each other. I... I don't want to marry", he said while looking here and there because he can't lie looking into her eyes.

"But Anika is ready how can you insult her like this?", Asked dadi and looked at Anika who was staring ground. She thought Shivaay forced her to say no

"No dadi it's a mutual decision", he said

"I know your mutual decision. Go from here I want to talk with her ", said dadi and caressed Anika's hair.

"Ok dadi you guys can talk but please don't force her to marry me it's a request", said Shivaay and left from there

He came inside his room and took a family picture out

"Why do you both kill each other? Wasn't your love strong enough to trust each other? Even if one cheated then at least you both could have tried making the other one realise the mistake... How can you forget your son", said Shivaay with tears and hugged their photograph tightly

"I miss you... I don't want to kill my family with my own hands like you", he whispered

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"Anika beta sit here. I know he threatened you to say no... it's fine we can wait but please don't change your decision", pleaded dadi with tears. Anika felt bad as she was the one who denied and he took the blame on him. Moreover, by one decision she is hurting dadi who always gave her happiness

"Dadi... Actually, I was the one who denied to marry him ... He just told me that he can't consider me as a wife... Just think about this once dadi how can I live here without any right? How can I manage with him when we never talked much and he said don't...
I can't... We will remain friends but I can't spend my life with him. I am not his lover who will stay with him without any right", said Anika in a heavy voice. She tried hard to control her tears but was unable to hide them because his words started ringing in her mind

"Anika putter I can understand you... But he is the best person he has a soft corner too", said dadi and Anika remembered that scene where Shivaay was taking care of Priyanka like a baby

"Hmm I saw that dadi", she said being lost in the flashback where Shivaay was tensed for Priyanka but that's not enough for her because he cared for Priyanka not her

"So just think that person who can love his sister too much... How much he will love his wife", said dadi

"But he doesn't believe in love", said Anika trying to control her tears as with continuous force neither she can deny nor she can accept this proposal

"No, it's not like that Anika... He believes but he doesn't want to fall in love", said dadi and Anika looked towards her after wiping her tears

"Yes, Anika but there is a past... You just have to make a place in his heart... And he will tell you about his feelings and past", said dadi while Pointing toward her heart

"But dadi what if I failed", said Anika while crying

"He... He said he will not consider me as his wife", said Anika and hugged her

"Shh putter he is just scared... I can't tell you anything because one day he will... Because I know it's only you who can change him", said dadi while trying to calm her

"Why", asked Anika while looking into her eyes

"Because I saw him staring at you... He never stared any girl ", said dadi

"So what dadi? It doesn't prove that he likes me or he wants me in his life...I don't want to dream something which I can never get", said Anika and held the bed tightly to control her tears. It was getting very difficult to say no many times

"He does because when he heard about this marriage somewhere from his heart he was happy I saw that and tensed too because he can't let you suffer. No matter what he will try to give you happiness", said dadi

Anika remembered the way he saved her by taking the blame on him and telling everything before marriage which proved that he is a nice guy

"Please make him fall in love with you", pleaded dadi again. Anika sighed as she can't argue with her much. First, she is old and 2nd she is asking something for the first time

"Ok dadi I will tell him about my decision", said Anika and left from there

When she was leaving she saw Shivaay crying holding one photograph. From the window, his broken side was clearly visible which he always hide in front of everyone

Shivaay sensed Anika and looked towards the door and found her. He stood up and turned to wipe his tears. Anika noticed him and was about to leave when he called her

"Anika waits", he said and masked his emotions. He passed a smile like he was happy

"Y... yes", she asked and came near him awkwardly

"Hope dadi didn't force you", he asked to which Anika shooked her head and whispered no without looking in his eyes

"But still I am ready as... That time I just replied in hurry but now I realised that I can marry you", said Anika turned to leave but Shivaay held her arms

"A big lie. Stop lying. I know a girl like you will never marry me. Don't accept dadi's wish I will convenience her", he said and left her arm when Anika turned

"There is no need for that. I am ok with this marriage", said Anika and looked into his eyes

"Don't try to act over smart I know you don't want this marriage you can tell me ", said Shivaay

"N...no I am ready for marriage", said Anika and ran from there without waiting for his reaction and reply
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