Breaking The Wall Of His Insecurities ✔️

part : 30

"Can I ask you something?", asked Shivaay softly. Anika nodded And whispered yes

"Is there something bothering you? I mean you always seem lost somewhere so you can share with me. Even I am a good listener and will try to solve your problem ", he asked with concern. Anika looked aside to hide his gaze because his eyes always reflect honesty what If he doubted her? She is falling weak in his arms. Whenever he holds her hands she feels protected. She can't afford to lose him. His concern is real but she Doesn't know if she should tell him of not

"Nothing", whispered Anika without looking into his eyes as she can't lie looking into his eyes. He is the person who is forcing him to fall for him more and more daily. She doesn't want to fall weak. She wants to fight herself and prove to Samar that she is not scared of him.

Shivaay understood that something is bothering her but she is hesitating. Even she tried hard to take his pain so now even he wants to take her pain away. He held Anika's hands in his and placed them on his chest

"I know something is there but you don't want to tell me or don't trust me so. It's fine too but can you at least give me a hint? Or ask my help", said Shivaay and rubbed her palms softly. He was going to force her but he let go of this thought because Anika is already tense, he don't want to misbehave with her

"No, it's not like that. I trust you..but I... Don't know how you will react... You will trust me or not? What if you doubted me?", asked Anika looking towards him. Shivaay smiled and intertwined thier hands

"Even I trust you. You can check this now", Shivaay suggested. Anika shooked her head and looked towards another side to hide her emotions. She can't test him just like that.

"What if you didn't? I can't loo...", she stopped in the middle when she realised she was going to tell him that she is scared to lose him. What if he thought of her as a gold digger? What if he didn't understand her point of view clearly

Shivaay noticed that Anika is again lost in her thoughts which is hurting him. He doesn't know why but her sad face is spoiling his mood.

"Complete it and tell me I promise I will understand your side as well.. even I want to do something for you", Shivaay said

"You are already doing a lot... ok So just think what if someone claimed in his office that I am in a relationship with him but that's not the truth.. can you help me to collect proof? asked Anika. She told him a half-truth. Rest will depend upon his reaction as she doesn't want to become a divorced woman. She is scared of divorce.

"I know you. You can never come into a relationship with anyone. Either that person was having a misunderstanding or that person love you and wanted you", Shivaay said unknown to the fact that this is true. Anika hugged him when she thought about those days. Some boys are like Shivaay too who are understanding and gentle unlike others

"So who is that guy? Anika feels comfortable telling me everything", Shivaay said and rubbed her back. He is shocked to hear her reply because he thought she doesn't have any dark past. He tried coming out of the hug but Anika didn't let him do so. She doesn't know how to tell him that she is comfortable around him but not with anyone else. He asked her to tell him the truth if she want.

"I want someone's suggestion here but there is no girl here. I talked with Gauri but my heart was sinking thinking that I am married and can't meet her every night. I don't know how I will live if I lost this respect from you", Anika whispered. Shivaay rubbed her back softly again to give her strength. Anika just then noticed in thier position that she is hugging him. Even if he is her husband and she has rights but she can't take advantage. She broke the hug and sat a bit away from him