chenle: sleep @ my house tonight?
jisung: yez
jeno: okAy
jaemin: YA
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the boys were watching tv while sat on the sofa. they had been there for a while, but they were still full of energy.
chenle, jeno and jaemin were giggling about something on their phones, meanwhile jisung was on the other side of the sofa watching tv. he'd look over at chenle at points, but he didnt want to seem clingy.
he just closed his eyes slowly, resting his head on his hand. he listened to his friends having fun without him and smiled sadly. maybe it was his fault. maybe he just wasn't joining in. but he couldnt join in the conversation in the middle of it. not now.
he sighed softly, before standing up and going over to chenle, "im gonna head off to bed, okay?"
chenle looked up with confused eyes before taking jisung's hand and squeezing it lovingly, "okay, sleep well baby. remember to brush your teeth!"
making eyecontact with his boyfriend for a short second, although it felt like an hour, he nodded before turning around. he felt himself tear up but he tried to blink back the tears.
"i love you!"
he walked out of the room. he took a few deep breaths, but he broke when he heard a loud laugh coming from the chinese. the tears came down faster, as he walked quicker to chenle's bedroom.
he turned the corner at the top of the stairs, only to bump into chenle's mom, "oh i- i'm so sorry.."
chenle's mom laughed sweetly, before placing her hand on jisung's shoulder, "dont worry sweetheart. are you off to bed? is everything okay?"
jisung didnt know if she could see if he had tears in his eyes or not, so he just nodded tiredly.
"are you sure? you look upset.. did anything happen downstairs? i can talk to the boys if anything upset you?"
this just broke jisung more, as he was just very emotional, but he still said no, "dont worry, i-it's okay... i just need some sleep."
"okay, sleep well!"
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"baby?" chenle whispered with a knock at the door, "can i come in?"
jisung didnt reply, as he didnt know how. he was too tired to speak, so he just thought chenle would get the message. which he did.
chenle felt his heart break when he saw the younger wrapped up in the blankets, "hey, what's up? my mom sent me up here because she said you were crying?"
jisung nodded, as chenle walked over to him and sat on the bed. taking his hand, the korean pulled him closer, "i'm sorry, i was just being a baby."
"what happened?"
"y-you werent paying attention to me and-"
chenle didnt hesitate to bring jisung into a tight hug, rubbing his back comfortingly. feeling like a weight had just been lifted from his heart, jisung broke down on chenle's shoulder, "oh jisung~~ im so sorry..."
shaking his head, the crying boy hugged tighter, "dont be sorry.. i was just being clingy and annoying.."
"shut up.." chenle chuckled, moving back now so that their faces were aligned, "i should've been with you more. how about we stay up here now? i can give you all the attention you've missed."
with a light blush, he nodded innocently. chenle placed his hands on the boy's cheeks and kissed his lips softly, "im sorry i didnt realise sooner."
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chenle: me and jisung are going to bed now
chenle: you two can stay down there if you'd like or you can go to bed .
chenle: u can steal some food from the kitchen <3
chenle: i love u both <3
a/n hmmmm
