Kakegurui [One-Shots and Scenarios]

[One-Shot #70] Precious Y/N

Kirari x Selfless Reader

Warning: this will have suicidal themes(self-harm, etc. . .)

The president loved you greatly, even though she didn't necessarily show it. You had the brightest smile around her, taking orders without a second thought, trusting her wholeheartedly, but being selfless means you sacrifice so much and neglecting feelings when it came to yourself. Home was lonesome, empty and silent, no one comforting when you start crying for a reason you could never explain.

Nothing was wrong with school, but it did greatly affect it. People would constantly worry about you, noticing how off you were -- not your usually self. But, you always crumbled those words away not accepting for what they were. The council members were even extra worried, even if some of them seemed like they wouldn't care.

Midari, someone you would always laugh at her jokes. Runa, always gifting her new sweet flavors that she was wanting to try. Yumemi, always encouraging her to believe and go with her dream of being an actress. Ririka, always making sure that she comfortable -- sometimes helping out during family troubles. Sayaka, sadly you help her to gain Kirari's attention as your relationship wasn't exactly public, and you had feeling that she doesn't need to care for you anymore.

Even those you barely come across, but you leave a big impression. Yumeko, she was happy that you got her to gamble when she didn't know what else to do. Mary, you would always block the hugs from Yumeko, gladly accepting them. Itsuki, you would give her nails for her -- odd -- obsession. Ryouta, getting him out of trouble Yumeko may drag him into.

Lastly, Kirari; you would do anything she would ask for. If you weren't her lover you be her pet of the council, always throwing the bone for you to catch. Although, one thing everyone seems to say to you was simply three words.

"What about you?"

And you reply with another three simple words.

"What about me?"

It was getting out of control, and Kirari wasn't oblivious to your distancing, but she is about the thoughts in your head. Everyone was scared for you, overly worried that it was overwhelming. Whether they were on the same side or not that had you, and they loved you.

"Kirari," Sayaka spoke. "Have you seen Y/N, she hasn't been in her classes for the day."

Kirari's lips straighten. "I haven't."

The minute those words left her mouth, she had already left the council room. Her expressions would always vary to a bored one -- emotionless one, or an amused one used against those she gambles. But with you it was happiness, jealously, and worrisome. It didn't matter if that were good or bad - it meant she cared.
Midari saw her walk past, and knew something went terrible wrong or it soon will turn out to be.

Kirari heard crying in the bathroom, walking in she saw you with a dreadful expression tears glued to your face, and cuts that were brand new along your arm. And something no one would have thought would happen; tears slowly fell down her face to see you so distraught.

She knows people so well, she deals with them, she can manipulate them -- watch the panic in their eyes, but she hated the fact someone that was by her side with the brightest smile was drowing in blood and tears. She walked over to you, and gently held your head in her hands. Your [color] orbs shining from the crystal tears.

"I'm here now." She said. "And I promise I will help you in anyway you would like me to." You nuzzled into her body, holding her tight as your body trembled.

---

"How is she?" Yumeko walked in.

Kirari didn't care to look at her. Your body was pale, but you were alive. Who knows how long it would have been before you would end it all.

"She is alive." Kirari answered.

"That's good." Yumeko said. "I'm guessing you want alone time with your girlfriend." She giggled.

Kirari smirked as Yumeko left. Cradling your sleeping body into her arms, she spooned you, and wasn't going to let you leave her like that again.

"You would always answer why question with a question, now I understood why it was a question. My poor Y/N, why did you do this you selfless girl."

"Because I love you, and them."

"I know you do, but sometimes it's okay to deal with your needs."

"Are you sure?"

"I am, now sleep. I wanna hear your cute snores."

"O-oh okay! I love you. . ."

She squeezed you. "And I love you too, my precious Y/N."

---

Yumeko frowned. "Only if I was here much earlier would I have her heart in my hands. She is so precious, Ryouta."

"She sure is."

"Of course she is! She's Y/N." Mary huffed.

"Maybe she can be mine."

"Dream on, Kirari has her arms around Y/N and she's never letting go."

"Sadly that's true, but a girl can dream."