Kakegurui [One-Shots and Scenarios]

[One-Shot #85] Bitter Sweet Ending

iamasimpforkirari

Warning: cheating, self-harm and self-degradation.

Kirari x Reader

A single tear, glossy eyes, dark circles, and a heart that is torn into two. Love that has lost its meaning, and a lover that had forsaken you. She left for another girl, her secretary. Sayaka, the girl that had her eyes on Kirari for the longest time, and she finally managed to capture her heart that you no longer had.

The feeling of seeing another person kissing on someone you love, it was a dreadful and disgusting feeling of betrayal. The promises, the memories, the love was only seen has a lie now.

But, maybe she had a reason too?
Maybe you were the burden on her shoulders, the one that held her down? The one she was embarrassed to be with, the girl that haunted her dreams, and she was too polite to hurt your feelings. She wouldn't look at you anymore, you didn't dare confront her about the whole situation.

You were broken and afraid to see her face again. The blue-eyes that you adore, couldn't sleep without, the thing that kept you away the dangers was the one that torn a hole through your heart.

"I am pathetic," You lift up a knife. "Sad little Y/N can't get a grip! She doesn't love you! She has someone else. . .someone better."

The knife, digging into the skin, dancing along your arm. Blooding staining your skin, dripping onto the floor. The silent broken whimpers from your mouth, frustrated and confused grunts, overwhelmed breaths. You threw the knife, screaming, but no sound came out. You slid down the wall, erratic cries flew through the silence. No-one was able to hear your suffering.

"Why did you do this to me. I loved you!" You shouted. "I love you! I love you! I love -- I loved. . .you."

You laughed, bitter sweat chuckles from the bitter sweat ending that had no future.

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You didn't know what time it was, what day, or month, but you opened the council doors to see Sayaka and Kirari looking at some documents. Kirari was surprised to see you, after all, she left you for another.

"President," You smiled. "Hello."

Sayaka looked at you anxiously. Knowing that Kirari wasn't really in her right mindset after that incident. Kirari stood up, walking over to you, happy to just see you again.

"What are you doing?" You asked.

"I'm happy to see you."

"That's cool, go stick your tongue down someone else's throat. I don't need your manipulative little smile anymore. You cost me so much after what you did. Now be happy for what you've got, because surely it wasn't me!"

She looked at you emotionless, her eyes hardened, and she moved away from you. Rejection, is something she wasn't familiar with, but she knew this was her consequence. You had gotten out of your hell hole of self pity, knowing you were worth something, not the cause of the actions she made on her own.

"You made your choice, Kirari. I have now realize I have my own life to attend to." You left, the door slamming behind you.

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Probably not my best angst type story, but we did end with a best possible ending =)