they really said to my face, me being weird is a problem...
and other stuff, i've been crying about that for a few.
sorry, i felt off the past days. i felt weird and things has been happening. i'm having dreams about my ex again, more yelling, accusing, offending, etc. it made me nuts. the things that helped me go through is music, angel dust asmr's, anthony RD ( my skateboard ), and the rain i guess...
but these scary thoughts that always flood in my mind though. I'm not ready to say what it is but i'll probably talk about it sometime.
idk what to feel rn tho...i mean, i'm happy here in wattpad. It makes me feel safe and like i actually have friends, haha<3
so thank you, there's probably some chapter after this so see ya there;))
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