WHY ME

I Fucked Up pt.2

Kiarah's POV

I faked it. I pretended to be happy about going out with Billie, but all I saw was an opportunity to escape. I didn't just forget what she did to me, she thinks I can just move on and love but NO. I'm gonna go with her and try my best to get away from her. That's the plan.... I think.

"Let me pick out and outfit for you."Billie said opening and searching true her drawer. She handed me the clothes and I just head to the shower.
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I get out the shower and put the clothes on and realized she gave me a VERY short skirt and a cropped top, both matching colors. Yellow is my favorite color but I can't wear this. I would go out to argue but I have to be as submissive as possible to get out of this mess she put me in. I walk out of the bathroom heading towards the vanity. Billies staring at her phone and doesn't notice me not that I wanted her too. I put my hair in a ponytail, pulling baby hairs out so it'll look messy yet planned. I turn to Billie waiting on her so we can go. Then she finally looks up.

"Look at my beautiful babygirl."She says then bites her lip.
"Thanks, can we go now." I said anxiously
"Why in such a rush. You have plans." She laughs "Just joking, let's go mamas."

We get in the car and I feel butterflies in my stomach, maybe I shouldn't do this, what if I get caught.
The other night replays in my head and I suddenly remembered why I was doing this in the first place. I can't stay with her any longer. I pray this goes my way.

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We get to the mall and Billies holding my hand really tight, then she sits me down on a bench with her over top of me.

"Don't talk to anyone. If you see someone you know tell me. If your hungry tell me, I'm ordering the food. You don't go anywhere alone, and if I catch you doing something your not supposed to... I will drag you out of this place by your hair. Got that Kitten." She says sternly.
I nod but as usual that's not enough for her.
"What was that? Hmm?" She says bringing her hand to her ear and pushing her hair out of the way.
"Yes, Billie."

Billies POV

I happy to be here with Kiarah. I'm gonna spoil the hell out of her. I asked her where she wanted to go first. She said H&M's, witch is okay if they weren't so damn girly.
I can tell Kiarah's nervous about something but imma let it be. I decided that we should go to Victoria's Secret because duh I wanna see in her in some lingerie. We get there and Kiarah's eyes go wide after seeing the variety of things and I couldn't help but laugh, it was cute. Earlier she had thought today was Sunday which was sad because she had lost time without me. I'll remind Danielle to do better next time hopefully there won't be a next time. I quickly reminded her that today is Saturday. Poor baby. I'm looking at this neon green lingerie that I want Kiarah to try on. I turn around and I see her with her head down and a girl asking a bunch of questions. Shit that must be Olivia. I then make my way over there.

"Kiarah who's this."
"Oh this is Olivia." I can tell she's scared that she's gonna get in trouble. "Olivia this is uh-"
"I'm her girlfriend" I say wrapping my arm around her neck to make my statement seem more true.
"Oh wow that's believable." Olivia says not believing a word that came out of my mouth.
"Oh really." I lean over and kiss Kiarah with as much passion as possible. When I left my face from hers she was blushing HARD, it was adorable. Olivia basically has her mouth wide open and I'm just happy that that was believable even though technically she is my girlfriend.

"So your telling me you ditch me for your new boo you didn't even tell me about. Wtf Kiarah, this isn't like you. Can we talk in private."
"I don't think we should do that, I mean unless it's okay with you Billie?" She basically begged.
"5 minutes okay, then your back here."
She nods.

They walk out and I go to purchase all the items we got then I turn around and they've disappeared.
"FUCK!"

Kiarah's POV

I told Olivia everything. I couldn't lie to my best friend, I told her that this was my only chance to get out of this mess and she agreed. I stole Billies keys while she was kissing me, cuz I knew that was my only choice.

"Where's her car?" Olivia questioned.
"Fuck, I don't know."

We where lost in the parking garage (how fucking cliché). I don't know how to get out of here. I think I see her car but it turned out to be a Cadillac. UGGH. At this point I can't breathe, I'm panicking and the rooms getting blurry and....

"You are not passing out on me, not today not now. Here take this."she hands me her inhaler and I start to feel better. We're walking around still looking and thank god we found it. I walk to the car holding Olivia because I feel relieved....but there she was, leaning her back against the car with both hands on her gun. She saw us trying to duck behind a car and called out for me.

"Babygirl. Let's not make this harder than it has to be.....I can see you."
"Fuck." I whispered
"It's okay. She can't go anywhere without her car keys." Olivia said, confident that we're getting out of here in one peace.
She dragged me from behind the car to run away but Billie caught up and grabbed me.
"Your in trouble."
"Boom."
There she was lying there on the ground like road kill. One bullet to the head. Tears start to run down my face and I'm completely numb.

Billie POV

FUCK. I can't believe I had to kill her. I had to drag Kiarah back to the car cause she couldn't walk after what she saw. I'm going to FUCKING kill her. Hold on Billie pull your shit together, you can't kill her.     I'm diving back to the house shes not moving, probably because I've been yelling about how much trouble she's in. I don't know what I'm gonna do with her but I guess we'll find out.

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