Depression Can get the best of you

Chapter 2

I couldn't sleep at all i mean how could i.....

Three seventeen year olds and a nineteen year old being left with responsibilities like this really damn it

"ARGH i cant take THIS anymore how could they just leave.....and and chasity she will grow up with NO FUCKING PARENTS i wish i could cut their eyelids of a carve a frowny face into their face forever" i say angrily talking to nobody while walking around the living room

I finally decide.....after a while that its just time to face the facts -our parents arent coming back for no one........not even chasity

And how would we explain this to her when she is older

"Oh im sorry chasity we are your siblings.....your actual parents didnt want you" no i couldnt do that

And every one else is crying their asses off in the basement which is the only place big enough for everyone to fit

Mother ,father i hear you next to me

Will you,will you come back for me please

I know im not the best daughter around

I mean just ask anyone in town i know that you dont love me

But tell me one thing....why did you leave

I mean if you did love me which is one thing you say

Then where are you when i need you to take the fright away

Im scared half to death because you left me on my own

Now without you there is no place i can call home

You left me shattered you left me begging for more

Once you pain me you cant take that away

Mother father there are more for you to love

But it doesnt matter cause you wont come back for us

If you loved them like you said you did then where are you

when they need their pain taken away

You left me pale and all alone no place for me to call my home

First day of school yet you look so proud

I know its not because of me but everyone around

You never praised me you never raised me right

You left crying every day

I wanted to cause you guys pain

You the ones i thought i loved

Were really just some bitches who decided to run

From your world your sunny days

I hope your days are now cloudy and full of rain

You left me shattered in pieces

Pieces you couldn't repair but it's not like you ever cared

Mother father will you come back for me

If not for me then for them come on please

I look back at the memories and knew right away that all thise times you smiled they were fake

If you didnt want us then why did you

Oh yeah you were just some bitches who were careless