Depression Can get the best of you

chapter:6

lexi's pov

"mom..what are you doing here i thought you were going to stay?" i ask her knowing that i was going to cry any minute

"well...i couldn't bare lying to you guys anymore..i just" she says but then runs our of the bakery but by the time i get out of the bakery..it was too late i looked every way she could have went but i didnt see her..

i walked home thinking about the turn of events in my life.

mom's pov

i didnt want to leave..i really didnt but i had to because no one was supposed to know about the witness protection.. heck i wasnt even supposed to know  but the fbi figured since i was steve's wife that i could know 

but i just couldnt tell anyone that could get ME in jail i had to keep it secret but everytime i look at lexi i just want to tell her..if that happened then i would have to get iaway once i knew lexi was gone i went back to the bakery "darcy..but me one plane ticket..to the united states" i say to her she looks surprised 

"but..you cant go what about your children i mean just look at lexi isnt  it bad enough that you are putting them through this much you-" she says but cuts herself off she nods and goes to call the airport

i went back to my hotel to go and pack..oh what has my life come to..we were supposed to be a happy family but now we are just spread out everywhere

Lexi's pov

i could just feel all the emotions build up inside me sad..angry...hopeless, i just couldnt do it anymore i had to get away...yes kayli...she would help me i just have to go to....america..

i enter the house and find drake "DRAKE" i shout as loud as possible, he comes running down the stairs faster than you could say d-

"what what is going on?'' he asked worried

''nothing i just wanted to tell you that im going to america to see kayli i havent seen her in forever...i will leave tomorrow and then i will stay for a week" i say to him he just nods

i go upstairs and pack i pack some jumpers shorts pants shoes and other things, i set my suitcase and carry on bag by the front door and went into the kitchen to make dinner

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After we all ate food i went to sleep i set my alarm for eight in the morning.. i wanted to say goodbye to everyone before i left 

i heard my alarm go off so i sat straight up i wen to the living room where surprisingly everyone was they were all in there danielle, saphire,lana, and drake

i stood in front of them looking at them and blinked my eyes a few times to stop the tears no one knew i was going except drake and dani

"i just wanted to tell you guys that i love you..and i will be back i am going to america to see kayli'' i say everyone except dani and  drake looked stunned and surprised

"well if thats what you want to do then we accept that...when will you be back'' saphire asked looking at me with her aqua eyes

"about a week maybe less i dont know it just depends" i say i hug her then everyone else comes up and hugs us we eventually have to let go

i cant believe im doing this..going to the us where my life began i get in the taxi cab that was outside and tell him where i need to go

once we got to the airport i paid the man and went inside..turns out i had an  hour before my flight i take a seat near the window where there is no one sitting... i look out of the window and when i look closer i see white..snow but its like july..but then i soon see that it is cotton from the plane crates.

"yes i know i need one now'' a lady says to a worker but when i turn around..no on was there........huh strange

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after an hour of being on my phone they finally called my plane "flight number 2859 to new york is now boarding'' the lady said i grabbed my carry on and walked in line there were only about ten people in line so it should be a peaceful flight

after we were on the plane i took the farthest window seat away from people i sat down and put my headphones in "seriously" by katy mcallister came on 

hoping that you can't hear me cause i feel like i am thinking out loud wondering if you can read me

i guess there is no easy way out i take it to far whenever you're around but you caught me off guard

you're already breaking me down i know i said im not looking for serious but seriously i didnt know

that you would go and be just what i need seriously thinking i have you figured out but then you 

leave me in doubt you make me think im seriously crazy can you honestly tell me you dont feel

a thing cause last night you honestly held me and i was make believing you were really mine i know

i said i m not looking for serious but seriously i didnt know that you would go and be just what i need

seriously i want to tell you but you make it so hard to do what would i lose id rather keep you around

i wanna say no but you make it so hard to go how do i know youre not gonna let me down this time

around i know i said im not looking for serious but seriously you moved me i dont know that you 

would go and be just what i need if you  seriously dont feel a thing lets skip to the part when you

leave yeah i said im not looking for serious but seriously  sseriously i didnt know that you would

go and be just what i need seriously you moved me hoping that you can't hear me cause i feel

like i am thinking out loud 

after the song i decide to get on facebook and pinterest and things like that after a good eight hour here i was....New york

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here ya go yas a longer chapter then my other ones..i was finally able to do it on a computer enjoy!! :)