[Warning: Slight sexual content upcoming, don't like it then get ur ass off my book. If like it, please stay tuned. And proceed on ur own risk]
Ali & me just kept on becoming closer & closer. We talked a lot. Chatted sometimes. Visits were also common. I was dying in love. It sometimes pained me when he turned to look at some girl. I would give the girl an instant death glare so she wouldn't dare lay her eyes on him. Gladly, each of those got the message. Time had passed. Each moment of the past months I spent with him, I remembered. I had already memorized his scent, the sound of his footsteps, the sound of his bike engine. Though I wanted to feel something more. I wanted to be with him, I wanted to remember the feeling of his hands, of his breath, of his skin, of his lips.
The lecture was going on & I was thinking about him. Still taking notes Looking at him. The jawline, the onyx eyes. The collarbone which was visible. The way he was looking at me.....HE WAS LOOKING AT ME!? I instantly turned my gaze to the board. How long had he been watching? Did he noticed I was staring? Oh god I messed up, I'm gonna lose it all. "Aryan....",he said without looking at me. "...I uhh wanted to ask if I can join you in Toram",he added. "Sure...", I replied. We were friends, gaming together might be fun. An thus the moment I arrived we met up in-game. Talking about stuff. Just strolling around, he was still getting used to the controls. Though I was old, I was amcient in there.Chatting format:
Me/AliI guess I'll be needing some stronger equips. Have something in store for me?
I do have. Though its not free @.@
Oh what's the requirement?
You have to do something for me.
What? You want me to dance for you? Make food for you? Kiss you perhaps? XD
Yea yea go on, try to kiss me XD. The better you kiss the stronger a weapon you get lolz
Sure tomorrow ;)
<Chat ends here>
Was it good enough? Will he get the hint? He seemed like he was joking. I also looked like I was joking. Was it too serious an act? I did wanted this to happen. I was serious when I said he should try kissing me. I mean like....who in their right mind refuses such an offer? I thought. I had logged out & I was doing my assignments. And I realized the last part I had written was 'His lips must be soft'. Crap, stop thinking about him. He was just joking. Just a joke. There was no way he would kiss me. I'm gay he's straight & he sees me as a best friend on top of it all. Was it possible? I don't think so....
I layed on my bed. Staring at the cieling as my vision blacked out.
15 mins had passed only when I jolted back up again. A nightmare. I often have ones in which I'm bitten by snakes. Black colored cobras in particular. Took a glass of water & went back to sleep. The second time was a dreamless sleep. Woke up......4 in the morning. Said the morning prayer. They say whatever you ask for after a prayer is given to you. As I sat there on the prayer rug. Alone in my room. The sky was still very dark blue. Sun gad yet to rise. 5:10am and I started to ask. "Listen, God I know I'm not a good enough person and that I'm still unworthy to ask something from the Supreme One. Your treasury is unlimited, You are kind, Whatever you want happen, no one can oppose You. This Unworthy lowly being called Aryan asks for only one thing. Out of the countless creations and humans you created. I want only one. Make him mine...please I can't live without him",I continued for quite some time. My mind fixed on him. I went to school. Lectures in school were quick n short. I loved school. Not the sh[OOF]tty principal and other management but the school itself. It was over quickly. Then I qas back home. The can dropped me and I walked down the street upto my door. Rung the bell. I never payed much attention to my uniform. I didn't liked that uptight appearance. My light blue uniform shirt was tugged in. Navy blue pants. I had them tailored to fit me nicely. Sleeves folded halfway up the upper arms. The Navy blue tie I was wearing with my uppermost button still open. Was wearing Ali's gift with my ring. They really matched perfectly like they were made for each other. Were we like that? My mum opened the door for me. I took a shower, changed. Ate the lunch already prepared for me. Refilled my fountain pens. Prepared the sheets for the test. And then the van driver (here-on referred to as Uncle V cz of the uncle of van...get the idea idk >.<) came to pick me up. I walked upto the van with him. Today I was wearing a Plain clart red shirt with blue jeans. Black sneakers as usual with the same ring-&-watch set. The moment I was dropped, the nervousness started to build up. I was getting the butterflies in my stomach. And I guess I was also blushing. The test was easy. Not worth the super intense study I did for it....well the study will be useful in the long-sight. And after the test we were back in our classroom. I arrived earlier. Was already there watching others come inside. Soon I made eye contact with him. He was wearing full black, shirt, jeans, sneakers, watch, everything black. He walked upto me. Black suited him really well. He was like 8-10 feet away from me and I could still pick up his scent from that far. He didn't overuse the deo. I was just able to sense it more. They say you find what you are looking for when you are least expecting to. So yeah I could differentiate easily. He walked upto me, sat beside greeting me with the usual hi. "Hey", I replied. "So how was the test?",he asked. I kept my blush in. He was joking nothing was gonna happen. "Easy....way too easy",I replied. He chuckled. "Look who's speaking. Even if all the others failed it'd still be easy for you", he busted out laughing at the laat part. I elbowed him "Come on, I'm not that much of a smart-ass". "Oh you're not?", he asked raising a brow. "I can't remember it correctly, I think it was a certain someone who scored a 100% in the surprise test in which Tayyaba even got a 72", he said pretending he was thinking too hard. "Aryan was his name I guess", he said tilting his head. scratching his temple with one finger while looking at me with a slight smile. "Shut up, I was just lucky to have read it cause it seemed interesting", I said in protest. Though my mind was fixed on him saying my name. It sounded so good when he said it. The lectures passed one by one. Were fun. Today was a fun day. I should've been fine with him being just my friend. But I just wanted more. I wanted him to not just be my friend instead I wanted him to he mine. I wanted to claim him so no one could make their move on him.
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My Love Life
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