Let love bleed red ( kellic )

Is it real

Hey guys im back . I wasnt gone for as long as i thought i would be but oh well . Im here and ill be writing regularly again and tomorrow ill be updating A savior will be there , finally . Ill also be starting soon a book of rants because i rant a lot and i want to see who agrees and disagrees and differant opinions on things so that will be coming up shortly so look out for that . Ill also be starting a new fanfic soon because i have a lot of ideas so vote if it should be a Janxx ( Jake + Jinxx ) and comment if it should be Phan ( AmazingPhil + Danisnotonfire) . Other than that i hope you like the new part :) .

-Kellin P.O.V. -

Vic seemed as if he was lost in thought all day . I dont know if he was or not but he just seemed differant . I dont know why i mean we havent done anything all day besides cuddle and watch movies . I hope hes not getting sick or something .I started to worry myself with the possibilities of what was wrong and of course like everyhting i began to overthink . Was he gonna leave me ? Did i do something wrong ? Should i apologize to him ?

" Hey Vic .... are you ok ?"

" Yeah ....  "

Ok if he thought i was gonna believe that then was definatly somehting wrong. He had been acting weird ever since this morning but i couldnt figure out why . Maybe he needed sleep or something he seeemed to toss and turn a lot .I pulled him closer to  me and kissed his forehead hoping it would make him feel better like it normally did but he didnt do anythign this time ..... not even a flinch or smile . Nothing . Just silence like i had been gettin all morning . It was kinda starting to piss me off like seriously what was his problem .

" Vic whats wrong why wont you talk to me .... did i so something "

" No its not you .... im just thinking about ..... a lot of things "

" Like what .... maybe i can help "

" No kellin ..... you cant "

" Well why not ? "

All i got was silence in return . What was he hiding from me and why was he being all secreative . Did he have a girlfriend or something , he promised me that he would never lie to me and  always tell me everyhting , i can see that didnt last very long ..... Im not sure if i was mad or pissed or what but he promised me all of these things and only after two days hes breaking the promises . How could i not be mad ? Who knows what else he would do . He might even cheat . Hes gonna turn out like all the others i just know it . Hes going to hurt me and ive already been hurt enough and im gonna have to go through all my depression again , i just got out . I cant go back . I looked at Vic once more with the far away look still in his eyes .

" Vic .... please tell me whats wrong "

" Nothigng just drop it ... "

I dont know what happened in that moment but i snapped or at least something inside me did .

" WHAT THE HELL VIC YOU PROMISED TO TELL ME EVERYTHING "

" There are some thigns i cant say Kellin "

" SO MUCH FOR EVERYTHING . I THOUGHT YOU WOULD EB DIFFERANT ,THAT YOU WOULD ACTUALLY DO EVERYTHING YOU PROMISED ME AND TRULY LOVE ME BUT I GUESS IM WRONG . IM JUST STUCK LOVING SOMEONE WHO HATES ME AGAIN. "

" Kellin ..... im not going to tell you anything that will scare you away from me . Some of my demons are so bad that your darkest nightmare couldnt even compare to the sensation i feel when they appear "

" WELL MAYBE IF YOU WOULD TELL ME I COULD TRY TO UNDERSTAND "

" No Kellin ..... you sont understand what its like to fight for your sanity everday of your life ."

With that being said he got up and walked out of my house. He just left me there haing no idea at all what he meant . Oh great i over reacted again . Wouldnt be the first time and probably wont be the last .I guess i just screwed up again but what did he mean by .... fighting for his sanity .... what was happening to him . Or what was he thinking about because something definatly wasnt right i mean this never happened in my dreams . I have dreams about him every once in a while i cant control it but of course ill never tell him .

I mean how weird is it to have dreams about a guy you barley even know.

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No song for this one sorry . And i know its shorter than the other chapters but thats just because ive been kinda busy lately and couldnt think that much on it .

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