Teach Me [COMPLETED✔]

11

Chris

The answer was on the tip of my tongue. Not an answer I had seen, or even approved of. But an impulsive answer, solely to see if this way I'd get her off my mind.

I had flipped the idea over and over in my head with every glass of beer. Teaching her was perfect, for me. I'd get to see all of her again, allowing me to take all of her firsts. I could use this idea she had given me to take her off my mind. Because maybe that's what I needed, to be with her once. To give in and be done with the perverted thoughts. To cross the line I had placed because she was off limits.

"Once we do this-" I paused, seeing her quirk up- "There won't be going back," I told her.

There were so many other things I knew I needed to tell her. To go over with her, but the look Aspen gave me as she rose made my words die. She was full of confidence, brown eyes twinkling as she tilted her head to see me. "I know," she nodded, small fingers sliding up my shoulders. Wrapping around my neck as if this was normal.

We were now inches apart, I only had to lean in to her to kiss her. To feel the softness of them, to taste the sweetness and purity. Slowly she leaned, my hands sliding down her sides. Settling on her hips, pulling her body until we were pressed together.

"Can we start now?" I could hear her excitement, the eagerness in her voice and body. If that made sense. Under my fingertips, the thin nightgown did nothing to hide her slightly shaking body.

I opened my mouth to answer, to give in. But a shiny object caught my eye. A framed picture of Esther and Aspen, Aspen wearing her school clothes. Esther looked at the camera with a big smile, next to that one sat one of Esther and her husband before he died.

What was I doing? Aspen was my friend's daughter, she was half my age. I had been entrusted with her, to protect her and teach her about the real world. Not to teach her about sex.

It was wrong. It was a sin.

Looking down at Aspen, I withdrew my hands from her hips. Gently pushing her away, realization dawning on me. I was a sick pervert that wanted to fuck a teenager and not only that, but I wanted more than that.

It was wrong, I could lose my doctor license if this got out. I would lose all my reputation because what? My dick wanted to try untouched pussy?

"I'm sorry. We can't," I blurted out. Aspens eyes fell, her forehead creasing as I took a step back.

She was young. She could learn another way. Another step, walk away and leave. It was for the best. If I had crossed the line any further, down the road things would get complicated.

I reached the door, my shoulder bumping against the frame. "I understand your interest to learn. I see that you want to jump into normal life by learning what you missed. But I can't do this, I can't do this to you." I shook my head. I could hurt her. And she was far too precious to get hurt.

I didn't wait for her answer before I turned around. My fingers tightening around the door handle, feet wanting to turn around. To give in, once. Closing the door, I slumped against the wall.

Not even a second and I was already regretting my words. I was already itching to go in, to take her frame in my hands and push her deep into the bed. To kiss and fuck her until she was sore. To teach her the pleasures of one's body.

I could have easily given in. Once. That was all. Just once. It wouldn't have been that wrong if it was only once. Once it was nothing. But if I liked it, and I knew I would. I'd get addicted, I'd be selfish and trap her.

The hours breezed by, Aspen staying in her room even after I told her about breakfast. I only searched for her once, not wanting to face anything she would say. To see the sadness or anger in her eyes. For giving her false hope on what she wanted.