Brushed With Fame (major editing to come)

Chapter 39

No song for this chapter. Sorry guys but there is a gif of Liam and Nialler <3

Emily’s POV:

My anxiety levels have been off the charts lately and I don’t understand. The morning after Liam and Niall came home drunk, Liam belligerently drunk, I had a panic attack. It was so bad to the point that Liam took me to the hospital just because he was scared. The Doctor gave me pills to get it somewhat under control until I go back to Massachusetts and figure out how to fix it there.

If you are wondering how to describe my attack… well it was scary. I’m not going into details because the details are what recreate these attacks. That is the worst one I have ever had. The ones before were level ones; this was a level ten attack.

“Are you sure you will be fine on your own. Babe I worried about you.” Liam asked me as he held his suitcase in hand.

Today was the day the boys were going back on tour and Liam was obviously afraid to leave in the house alone after that attack. Niall has been calling me daily and stopping by more than usual just to make sure I was okay. I had to reschedule with Zoe and Alfie for the following day. They understood because Zoe has anxiety as well and understand how the attacks can be. Beth was on her way over so we could write some music together and Melanie was going to be here tomorrow, by taxi because I can’t drive here.

“I’ll be fine, Beth is coming over today and we are having a sleepover and Melanie will be here tomorrow around noon. I’m fine if I get bad again I’ll take a pill. Other than that I have my teas and someone with me at all times. Now go have fun. I will see you in two weeks. I love you.” I kissed his lips and shoved him towards the door.

“Okay but if you need anything just call me okay. And most importantly I love you too.” He said once we reached the door. I smiled against his lips and leaned in so they touched again. He waved from the car as the boys drove off.

Liam’s POV:

“I know I’m just worried about her. I’m just worried it’s going to happen again and someone won’t be there.” I explained to Niall.

“From what I could see she seems okay Liam. She is a strong girl. She isn’t going to let this get her down.” He replied. He looked like he was trying to be just as okay with her being alone as I was. He removed his eyes away from mine clearing his throat as he got out of his thoughts. He ran his hands through his hair and looked down at his shoes.

“Nialler are you alright mate?” I asked him. He looked up quickly like he was startled by the presence of my voice. He cleared his throat before replying.

“Uh… Yeah Li I’m fine.” He said with a slightly forced smile. I smiled back at him and let him be. I looked at my phone to see I had notifications from twitter. I opened the one from my girlfriend.

@EmilyHaner: @Real_Liam_Payne I miss you already. But I know you will have fun. Love you. :)

I instantly replied once I finished reading the tweet: @EmilyHaner I miss you too baby. Love you :)

@NiallOfficial: @Real_Liam_Payne @EmilyHaner What about me!? :’(

I looked up at Niall and he just smiled. I laughed at the goofy smile he had on his face.

@EmilyHaner: @Real_Liam_Payne @NiallOfficial Love ya too Nialler. Haha :)

@NiallOfficial: @Real_Liam_Payne @EmilyHaner YAY!!

@BethanyMota: @Real_Liam_Payne @NiallOfficial @EmilyHaner Em let’s get to writing!!

Niall and I laughed making everyone in the car look at us weird. I shrugged and went back to my phone.

Emily’s POV:

“Sorry Niall and Liam distracted me.” I said with a laugh looking over at Beth. She smiled and shook her head.

“Those boys can’t get enough.” She giggled. I blushed.

“Well Liam is my boyfriend; I would kind of hope so.” I replied with a laugh. She shook her head.

“It’s not just Liam that adores you. Niall adores you too. I can see it in his eyes. The only reason he isn’t pursuing you is because Liam is his best friend. He doesn’t want to threaten that no matter how strongly he feels for you.” Beth said. I shook my head.

“No he doesn’t like me. He is one of my best friends.” I naively said.

“Oh but he does. And haven’t you always wanted to have that kind of relationship with a good guy friend?” She asked.

“I mean yeah, but Liam and I were good friends before we got into a relationship.” I said shrugging.

“Not as close as Niall and you. I remember you telling me about that time when the boys were all at your house and Niall and you had a moment, did you not?” I blushed when she mention that time and nodded my head shyly.

“Wow and you like him too.” She screamed with a huge smile on her face. I quickly shook my head.

“No I love Liam, not Niall.” I said trying to get her to believe me.

“No you do like him. You just won’t admit it to yourself because you are so blinded by your love for Liam. But Em he is your first love, and I hate to say this… first loves don’t last no matter how much we want them to.” She said being the wise little nugget she can be. I looked down at the notepad and paper, deep in thought.

“You may be right, but I still love Liam and Liam loves me so until then I am going to cherish the relationship I have before thinking about getting into another one.” I said calmly. She nodded in understanding.

“I get it. I’m just letting you know what I have seen.” I nodded and hugged her from the side.

“Thank you for looking out for me.” I said with a smile, “Now let’s write this song.” She nodded with a smile.

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I know the songs were written by other artists but just bear with me.

“Well there we go we have the chorus down now we just need the bridge and the verses.” It was now 9 in the evening. I was tired. The name of the song was Human (the one by Cher Lloyd).

“Why don’t we take a break and continue this tomorrow. Maybe Melanie will have something good.” I nodded at her suggestion.

“Yeah let’s watch a movie. Liam has a huge collection.” I said with a smile. She smiled back and nodded. We put everything away and went into the living room.

“Why don’t you pick a movie and I’ll go make us some popcorn.” She nodded and I walked into the kitchen to get the popcorn.

“Do you want kettle corn or regular popcorn?” I yelled into the other room.

“Kettle.” I put in some kettle corn for her and some regular for myself. I grabbed two bowls out of the cabinets for our popcorn.

Once the timer beeped on the microwave, put everything together and walked back into the living room.

“What did ya pick girly?” I asked setting the two bowls on the coffee table.

“Fast 6?” She said with a questioning tone.

“Perfect.” I said with a smile.

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Sorry I know it’s a sucky chapter. Gotta love them fillers.

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