Luminary h.s

Chapter 20

“Okay I really don’t know how to talk about it. But imagine this, you're Ten years old, you come home from school and smell a really weird smell. You go to your room and wait for your mother to get back from work. You go down again and see a letter. You open it and it’s supposed to be for your father, whom you haven’t seen for a very long time. Anyways, the letter says that your mother is held hostage, and unless you pay the ransom, which is a shitload of money, you won’t see her again. So considering I literally had no money at the time, we barely even payed the rents, I thought that calling the fucking police was the best thing to do. How stupid. Anyways, the police showed up later on and the kept asking me questions, I told them, I really did, to go and get her before it’s too late. They went to get her, I waited at home for a long time, and then they knocked on the door, told me that the bad guy was caught, and I smiled for the first time that day. But then they told me that some sacrifices had to be made, and that I lost everything. I lost my mother that day. And that was, hands down, the worst night of my life.” He finished, he bit his lip. And I knew it was to prevent himself from crying. 

“Oh Harry, I’m so sorry.” 

“You kinda learn to live with it” He sadly commented.

“I’m here for you, alright?” 

“But not for a long time.”

“I know, but I’ll hopefully be here” And in a cliché move, I placed my hand on his chest, Where his heart is. 

“That was so cheesy” He laughed but his eyes softened. “But please, Don’t bring my mother up again. I don’t feel comfortable talking about it.”

“Sure, babe” I covered my mouth after it suddenly came out. Harry smiled and I didn't miss the ‘cute’ he whispered.

“Anyways, where should we go?” I asked with a mouth full of hot dog.

“Don’t speak while eating, and how about we keep walking?”

“I swear for a second there you sounded just like my mother”

“Shut up” 

And a “Make me” came out of my mouth before I could realise it.

And in a sudden movement, his lips were on mine. I was pretty sure I didn’t kiss as good as he did. He was so experienced and I tried to not think about the reason. When he pulled back I was overwhelmed. 

“How’s that for shutting you up” he said taking a bite from his hot dog. 

“You can make me shut up anytime.”

“Stop flirting with me.”

“Never” I giggled.

“God, control your hormones” He joked and while laughing tripped on his own foot. That was it for me, I laughed and struggled to swallow the hot dog in my mouth. He stood up with a mad expression and I stopped laughing. And a smile crept to his lips and he began laughing. 

And god, it was like a human version of sunshine.

“Stop staring at me” he sarcastically commented. I don't know what’s gotten into me but i grabbed a fistful of his shirt, and kissed him like there’s no tomorrow. His tongue entered my mouth and I was two seconds away from moaning when he pulled away.

“Stop” 

“I’m sorry” 

“Don’t be. But, I really won’t be able to control myself if you keep doing that.” 

And I'm pretty sure my face held a smug expression. 

“You don’t have to control yourself.” I don’t know where this was coming from, I threw the rest of my hotdog In the trashcan and walked closer to him. I placed my hands on his chest and leaned into his neck. I kissed and licked. His hand was on my waist 

“Why don’t we go somewhere private.” 

“What?” His voice was high pitched, and that made me even more smug.

“Take me home” 

“No” and I was really surprised.

“No?” I repeated.

“I won’t do that to you. Think about it and we’ll go. But not like this.” And that made me smile. He has so much respect for me.  I smile at that.

“Okay, we don’t have to go.”

“What was that about?”

“Well, since I won’t be able to do this for long, might as well not miss a chance now” 

“I like the way you're thinking Ms. Black” 

“Thank you Mr. Styles.” I giggled and we continued walking.

“How are you handling this so well?” 

“What do you mean?” 

“Aren’t you scared?” he asked, voice so low.

“I guess I still don’t believe it. Like, one day I’m gonna sleep and not wake up. I still don’t believe that.” and I felt my heart pounding more than ever.

“I’m so proud of you for handling this so well. Most people would break.” 

“Thank you Harry. But I think I will when my brain finally gets it.”

“Okay, don’t think about it. We still have a list to finish.” 

“How about we pass the hospital to get it?” 

“Lead the way” 

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