In Too Deep

Should Have

I woke up in a lot of pain. So much pain that I can't even breathe hard. I was still in between the couch and tv.

I need to get out of here, I thought but I was booty ass naked. I can't walk out the house like this. I creeped upstairs to ou- no his- room. I opened a draw that he gave me and fished out some clothes.

When I was done. I started creeping to the door. Prayin he don't wake up.

"Where the fuck you think you're going"

I literally froze in my spot.

"I asked a question. Where. The fuck. You. Think. You're going?!"

"Omar I wanna go home. Please just let me go"

"Ahhh but baby this is your home. Don't you feel at home " he said with a sarcastic smile.

I thought about what I was Gon say. One wrong word and I could be dead

"Yes but-"

"But what?!"

I shut up. I didn't say nothing.

He got off the bed and walked towards me. He grabbed me by my hair and made me look at him

"Listen to me and listen good. You're not leaving me. Not now. Not tomorrow. Not ever! You're not leavin this house less its for school and you're moms that's it. Imma pick you up and drop you off and so help me God if I hear bout you talkin to anyone bout me. I will kill you and you're lil family. You got it!"

"...."

"I said you got that" he yelled yanking my hair

"Yes. Yes. Please"

"Good."

He kiss me and pushed me out the door.

"Now go make me some breakfast"

He slammed the door. I walk down to the kitchen and sank to the floor and cried. And cried. And cried.

I promised myself that I would never let myself and mom get into an abusive relationship again. I failed. I failed myslef. I failed my ma. I failed Karlie. And I failed James. I failed everyone. And now I'm wishing I had listened to Tammy.

Why didn't I listen to her I thought as I got up to make his breakfast.

A/N: about the pic in m/m so this kid kept askin for my kik and stuff wanting to talk to me or whatever right n I didnt wanna hurt his feelings because I didn't like him like that so I made my friend pretend to be my girlfriend. Was I wrong to do that 🙊 or should I have told him the truth. Comment
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