In Too Deep

Forgiveness

3 days

It's been 3 days since Omar left. It's been 3 days since I saw him and it's been 3 days since I talked to him. I know I only went out with him to get over Jerome but your girl started catching feelings on the low low. Now I miss him. I miss his kiss and his hugs. But he's not answering my text or calls.

But I ain't gon trip no mo. I like him and all but I ain't bout to chase after no man. Men chase after Diamond not the other way around. So I stop calling. Stop texting. I guess it's over. It was fun while it lasted.

These past few days I've been in bed sad. Never left my room and haven't talked to Dylan at all. Sure he apologized but still.

Today I got up and took a nice long hot shower. It felt so good I didn't wanna get out but I gotta go ta school yay 😒

As I step out the shower ma walks in and sits on my bed. She wants something

"Yes ma"

"What?" She said picking up my pillow

"You want something. What is it?"

"Why do I gotta want something. Can't I just come talk to my only child"

The lies she tells. She never just wants to talk. I mean I'm not saying we not close but we ain't that close yah feel me. It must have something to do with me not talking to Dylan

"Is it about Dylan" I said putting my hands on my hips

"Baby when are you going to talk to him. You know he didn't mean no harm. He's just tryna look out for you. He loves you as his own. What other man would do half the things he does for you"

"Look ma I'm not saying I ain't gon talk to him. I just need time. I actually liked Omar"

"And I get that baby but come on"

"Fine ma. I'll talk to him. Can you leave now I gotta get dressed"

"Yay! Thanks baby. Love you" she said hugging me.

"Yea yea. Love you too now get out"

"Word. Just kickin me out like dat I see how it is" she said leaving

"Love you ma!" I said laughing.

I continued to get dress for school. After that I did my make up. I Went for the more natural look. I grabbed my purse and ran down the stairs where Dylan sat reading the morning paper

"Morning Dylan" i said kissing his cheek.

"Uh morning hun" he said confused.

"Listen Di I'm sorry bout Omar.."

"It's fine" I said cutting him off. "I know you were just looking out for me. I get it thanks"

"Oh yeah well again I'm sorry. If you want I could talk to him"

"Nah it's fine. I'm over it. I gotta go don't wanna be late"

"Oh okay. Bye. Have a good day."

"You too."

Once outside I made my way to my car. I usually park my car in between moms and Dylan's. Moms got a white escalade and Dylan has a white mustang. Our family isn't rich rich but we're rich.

As I made my way towards my car I hear a honk. I lol around and at end of the drive way was Omar leaning against a blue camaro.

Damn how many cars does this nigga have

"Aye Diamond I know you see and hear me come on"

"What you want Beast"

"I'm taking you to school baby come on"