Good Morning Teacher ~Kim Namjoon (BTS) FF {COMPLETED}

IX - Why?

Things-
Things weren't like they used to be...
Wanna know what's going on?

Okay let's get into some of the abnormal things Y/N experienced in Namjoon's Behaviour since when Jessica arrived.

Y/N POV*

10 days after Jessica's Arrival

It was Recess and I and Namjoon were not able to have a good talk for a while... He seems busy... He seems attracted towards Jessi- Aishh! What do I keep thinking about~ He have to interact with students... And also she is a transferee she needs more help~

I was thinking all this as I reached Namjoon's Office in no time.

I went inside. "Who told you to enter in my office without permission?" He shouted. "It's me." I said as calmly as I could have. "Oh, Ms. Choi. It's okay. Please remember to knock next time." 'Ms. Choi?" I was shocked. "Weren't you the one who told me to call each other by name?" "Ahh~ Yeah... But I think- We should do it outside of the campus... Or it'll be a trouble if we get caught~" I can't believe my ears. "What? Do we even meet outside of the school? You don't even drops or pick me up from my home nowadays. You don't even call me and when I do you doesn't pick up." I said in a breath but he doesn't seems to care. "Okay leave it. Let's eat some food~ It's lunch time." I said bringing my bubbly Persona back. "Ms. Choi. I'm sorry. But I didn't bring my lunchbox." He said not giving me a glance. "It's okay. I made some Gimbap today... Mum said it was so tasty and everyone would love it." I said unpacking my tiffin but Namjoon put his hands on the box. "I don't have appetite Ms. Choi. Chesunghamnida (Sorry)" He blatantly said. Not even caring for how would I even feel. "Atleast taste it... It took so much time and effort." I Said slowly. "See I even decorated it for you~" trying to be cheerful I just said it. "Ms. Choi! Can't you see I'm busy?" His aura got darker. I didn't wanted to make the things worse... Or you can say I can't endure a fight. He was only the one for me. "Okay~ If you say so." I packed it again and left the cabinet.

I went to my seat, and put the Gimbap on the table since I didn't had any appetite now... Like it just got vanished. "Did you made this?" I heard the voice again. It was Jessica. "Uhm- yeah." "Can you please share it with me? I didn't brought lunch and I don't even have money." She said pouting. OMO she is so cute. "I don't have any appetite you can have it all." I said handing her the chopsticks. "Ou Jinjja?" She said with a questionable face as I just nodded. "Thank You." 'Her aegyo can make anyone fall for her. But I hope it's not the one I'm thinking about.' I thought as I saw her jumping out of the class happily.

And this was the day~

Me and Namjoon never had Lunch Together.

Everything was getting worse and wrost~

We, I and Jessica, used to have extra classes together but soon Namjoon declared that I can now approach self study as Jessica needs some beginner knowlegde which I already had. When I asked him the beginner knowlegde would help me revise things he said, I would distract him. At first I thought- He loved me that'swhy he is saying this. But I think I maybe was wrong. The 2:1 class soon changed into 1:1- Jessica:Namjoon.

I asked for advance notes from him since he was not teaching me. But he said He didn't made any since he was busy in all the personal stuffs and marking our recent sheets. But once when Jessica asked me to give her sanitary napkins and I opened her locker I saw some notes. I wasn't like I didn't got whose writing was it. But the thing which made it obvious was the different emojis he usually use while making notes to make it fun. And the funniest part was it was the topics I never ever heard of. It was the topics which was surely not for the beginner level. I'm at the intermediate level. I can't understand it. How could a beginner understand that? It was ADVANCED Level. And this is when it starts to choke me inside. Nothing was like before. My heart shattered into pieces.

I would never get a chance to answer in the class. I never got to ask if I have any doubts. Whenever I try to speak anything. Namjoon would cut me off in between and say "Okay I know everyone got it so let's get onto next topic." Sometimes I got to ask doubts and queries since- Since Jessica told him I wanted to ask something. Whenever I said I was asking for a long he used to make it up saying he can't hear me since I'm sitting at the back. Like Mr.? Wasn't it You, Who sent me at the back? He even told me that I should contact Jessica for Queries before approaching him since she is the BRIGHTEST student he have ever known.

Days passed by. I never thought that a drastic change will come in Namjoon from nowhere. I already had no one to talk to. Mia stopped talking to me. Jessica was now the eye candy of everyone's eyes. And I went back to my old self. Introverted. Less confident. The time repeated itself. Everyone again started laughing at my presentation. At me. The one who held my back at a time also started making fun of me now. We never fighted. We never had an official break up. But we weren't even a couple now. I don't know what was our relationship. The time was repeating itself. The difference was that I was the topper of the school previously but I don't know if I will get into a university now. I can't focus. I just can't! I kept on thinking about what mistake I did! What is the thing, what's the reason he is ignoring me. Just why?

It wasn't like I didn't tried to start a conversation. I would just pour my wholeself into him just to get his old self. The way he used to treat me. The way he loved me. Wait? Did he just fell out of the love? I can't be right?

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‌Well the way Jessica Attracted him. I now started comparing ourselves. She never treated my badly. She was always friendly. She was tall where I was an average heighted girl. She was slim as I was neither slim nor chubby, I was the in betweens. She had fashion sense where I know nothing more than ponytails, buns and sweat pants and hoodies. She was good in studies, had a beautiful mind, an attractive charisma, I can't even say how perfect she was to me. Each and every guy wanted to date her. Yes. She became the popular girl of our school in no time. But she wasn't like the popular girl of the typical dramas and Fanfictions. She was just opposite. Kind. Helping. Cute. Bubbly. Strong. Confident. And what not. I just thought I'm nothing. NOTHING infront of her.

I started skipping meals. Neither I ate in the school nor at the home. At school I would say that I will eat at home. And at home I'll just make an excuse saying that I've eaten a lot at the cafeteria.

That caused nothing more than me becoming sick. You know? I just wanted tk get that perfect slim body like Jessica.

But-

End of YN POV*

Author POV*

The change in Namjoon's Behaviour made you depressed. You skipped meals. Never studied. You just forgot about everything. The thing you were just caring for now was what caused him to change. And all those led to making you sick. Something was eating you inside. And in a week you got so weak that you couldn't even walk on your legs.

Your parents were so worried about you. The medicines from the best doctors were all doing nothing. You weren't getting any better.

Your mom took a permission for your leave from school for a week. Thinking you will be okay.

But who knew that-

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