Elsa's Frozen Diary ⚠ DISCONTINUED ⚠

And You Let Him Go (AU)

A/N: i like to imagine this as some kind of AU because I can't see Jack or Elsa with anyone else apart from each other so yeah... AU INCOMING!

Elsa POV

How many years had it been since we were together for the first time? Time flew by fast. We spent at least 3 good years dating, and now... i had almost lost count at how many years we were married.

Both me and Jack being immortal spirits made us not worry about our future, none of us would die in 90 years. Technically speaking, we had moved foward already. If we counted by ages, I was weeks from turning 125 and Jack would be 400 soon too.

So yeah, we were together maybe at 90 years, more or less. It was the year of 2022 (because 2019, 2020, 2021 did not existed. Human kind decided to erase them from their minds :) ) and Jack and I had our own place at a small city. It wasn't anything big like the Arendelle castle but it was enough for us.

Speaking of Arendelle, it changed to Arendal. It's almost the same, but it's not home. The castle had become histotical property, and a museum of the royal family. As of the royals... I was the only one alive. The rest was dead. Yes, even my family. But all died of old age and had a happy life, for what I'm grateful.

Oh, did I mentioned Olaf lived with us? After my sister's passing, he decided to come live with me. The pain was too much for us both. Took us a while but we adapted. Marshmallow and the Snowgies still live in the ice palace. As my magic grew stronger I was able to keep it hidden from curious eyes with a little help of North and his yetis.

We go visit it sometimes, also to make sure that everything is in control there, but I never got the courage to go down to where my home was, it wasn't home anymore... not without my family.

As of now my routine consists of getting up, eatting breakfast, getting ready and go to work. Come back home, make dinner for me and Jack and go back to sleep. Simple and normal. Way too normal. I miss the game nights with my sister. "This is gonna be easy. Two sisters one mind." How much I miss those words.

"I'm home." I heard Jack say as he walked inside. "Hey hun. How was the day?" No response. I looked away from the oven but he was nowhere to be found. "Jack?" Setting the oven down I went to go look for him.

"Jack?" Finally I had found him in our bedroom, his head on his hands and his elbows on his legs. Something was wrong. "What's wrong?"

Jack POV

How am I supposed to face Elsa after I had just knocked over someone I hadn't seen in years? Looking at her, she was on her knees trying to know what was wrong. God, i never thought i'd be this confused over two womans

*flashback*

It was already time to leave. I couldn't wait to get home to my lovely wife. Quickly I gathered my stuff and left the building. I still did my guardian duties, but when I moved with Elsa, North and I agreeded it would be better if I had a normal job now that more people believed in me.

My "normal" name was Jackson Overland again, it was the name I gave in everything. Jack Frost was known as a guardian, i had to pretend to even look like my human self to have a human life. So before leaving home, Elsa always helped me by using her magic to change my hair from white to brown. We figured her magic was much more when she had accidentaly done it one day when we were still dating.

Leaving the building almost in a hurry. I didnt noticed where I was going. Just wanted to get to my car asap, but didnt even noticed i had bumped into someone.

"Oh my god, I'm so sorry. Let me help you." I heard the woman say. I looked up at her and she looked so familiar. Brown long hair in a ponytail, brown eyes. I could swear I had seen her somewhere already. As soon as our hands touched when she gave me back my stuff, memories from before I became Jack Frost came to me.

There was a spirit named Nightlight, he was Manny's protector when he was a baby, and he had fallen in love with a girl named Katherine, her nickname being Mother Goose. Nightlight loved her and she loved him, but he had a duty. When Jackson died at the frozen lake, Manny saw his good actions and sent out Nightlight to give that boy another chance. That's how Jack Frost was born.

"You look familiar..." she said. "Have we meet before?" I gluped. "I believe physically no, but perphaps in another form? Does your name happen to be Katherine?" She nodded and was about to speak when she noticed the snowflake in my eyes. "Nightlight?" I nodded as she hugged me. "Technically it's Jack Frost now but yes, I remember now."

*end of flashback*

"I'm sorry Elsa it's just..." I passed my hand through my still brown hair, she moved hers to return it to its white. "I bumped into someone today... someone from my past." I could feel she would be broken.

"Oh..." she said as she looked down. This wasn't gonna be good. "Who was it?" There was the question I feared, but still I told her about the enconter, how the spirit in me was with Katherine before.

We stood silent for a long while. She was now standing up, her back to me and her arms over her chest. I could tell she was either pissed or sad. "Elsa...?"

Elsa POV

I didnt answered. How could I answer him? Someone before me has already got him way before I was even born. He  was also clearly confused between us both, he didn't called me snowflake anymore. "Go..." i mumbled, trying to not let him know I was crying.

The bed squaled, he had got up and was walking towards me. "What..?" It hurted me but it was needed. "It's okay. Jack. You can go to her. I... I don't mind." How was I able to say that?!

"El-" "Please don't make this harder. Go please." I cutted him off and turned around. "I love you Jack, but you're not mine." Taking off my wedding ring, I took his hand and placed it on his palm, slowly closing it giving him a small smile (corpse bride reference anyone 😏) He brought me close to him for a last kiss, how much I'd miss his kisses, his hands on my hair and waist holding me close. I pulled back before we went further.

Days after, he was moving out. I waved him as he walked out the door. When I made sure his car was away, I breaked down crying. My heart was broken in pieces. "Elsa?" I heard Olaf entering the room, i couldnt speak but he came closer to me and hugged me. "Shhh let it all out." For hours we stood there, till I eventually feel asleep.

It was just me and Olaf now, we had chatted and decided we would move back to our country, the now so called Arendal. We packed, sold the house and left in my car. It would be a long trip but it had to be so. I couldn't fly with Olaf, it would expose me. When we got there, we stayed at my palace for some days till I found a place on the village for me to stay.

It was the start of another chapter. I had let everything go, I had let him go.

A/N: WOAH THE FEELS I CRIED WRITING THIS! So, I will indeed write about Elsa being back to modern Arendelle but it's not a continuation of this one. This is a AU. In the next one, somethings will happen 😏😏😏 gotta stay tunned byeeee

~Emma

Ps: would you guys like to see a alternate ending to this?

Edit at the top made by me. Its was inspored me to create this AU in the first place.