The Blood Assassin

Chapter 7

So my paranoia just got worse.

The day turned into a week and now we've been going to that school for two weeks now. I keep on seeing things and at this point I don't know what's real or not.

This Dawn girl is now apparently a very good friend of ours now, they've made her apart of our group and it's been driving me crazy.

Just yesterday Blake and the others were considering making her an agent.

Everyone doesn't believe me and it hurts not that I'll ever admit it.

I see every smirk, every sinister smile, every wicked glance, every fucking shoulder jab  but apparently for some fucked up reason no one seems to see it except for me.

I barely eat scared that it might be poisoned and this whole mission that we're supposed to be doing is not working, everyone seems sidetracked and now we're having dinner and guess what Dawn's here.

We were eating Chinese food but as you all know I'm not eating, Dawn helped set it up so I'm not going to take any chances by eating this most probably disease infected shit.

Maybe I am going crazy.

I have been wasting away and no one notices by now you'll think I'll be crying my eyes out but I've never cried since I was a child and I'll be damned if I start now.

“Logan you've barely ate anything and you look so pale what's wrong?” Eva asked.

She is the first one to ask me that in two weeks, yes she is the first one to care.

Right before I could answer Dawn started talking,“Did you know I'm joining the cheerleading squad this week,” she says cheerfully and everyone was back to talking to her except for Blake who stared at me for only a second more then went back to looking at her.

But this doesn't make sense how does a nerdy shy ass girl turn into this in just two weeks.

She was slowly changing each day, like her hair, she used to be completely blonde now all of a sudden she has brown highlights  and the funny part is she likes dressing like......like......me.

Why didn't I see this before

She's trying to replace me, make them forget me and she's succeeding on the most part but there's one thing she's never going to be able to replace, the Blood Assassin but lately I haven't been feeling the way I used to.

Fuck this

I get up quickly causing everyone to look at me then I walk more like run to the front door,“Where are you going!?” I hear London ask

“To get fucking wasted,” I shouted back.

Everyone wonders why I like working alone. Its cause of dumb ass shit like this

I grab random car keys and get into the car, I drive off to where I know someone will believe me, she is the only one I can go to.

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“You,” I say pointing at my reflection,“You believe me right?” I ask

“I mean what's there not to believe, you're the only one seeing things but that doesn't mean anything right, right?”

“Talk to me dammit!!” I say slamming my hand on the sink

“Why can't you just fucking talk to me, you're the only one who listens, the only one who knows, you're not pathetic ok? Okay you're not......but you are at the moment,”

Fucking hell why can't you just find something.

“You can,” a deep voice says

I look up  and through the mirror I see my grandfather standing behind me