But since we're going to die here

Shitty horse

(A/N): Eren feels guilty about how Levi treated Jean...

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I follow him to the stables. He opens the door and lets me go in first. He looks around quickly and closes the door behind him. Then, it takes less than a second for him to push me against the wall. He makes me drop the 3DM gear and then grabs my hips tightly, trying to get as close as possible to me. Even though it's hard to resist him, I turn my head before he leans in for a kiss.

"What is it now?" He asks as he takes a step back, exasperated. "Getting real tired of your shit, Brat!"

I sigh...searching for the words I could put on my thoughts.

"It's nothing; it's just that I think you were a bit hard on Jean."

He frowns and steps forward to pull my chin up with his hand. He looks into my eyes.

"You said not now. So I reacted accordingly. It is not your fault Eren, don't beat yourself up."

I roll my eyes.

"Yes, it is. I feel guilty because it's almost something I told you to do. And he was being good, a brave men who was about to fight whoever he thought would put all of us at risk. He was about to do that on his own and quite probably die if it would have been the case, if there were intruders. I do not like Jean, but still, I feel bad for making you do this to him."

"Eren, I didn't punish him for that and you didn't "make me do" anything. He knows very well that it's because he wasn't in bed."

"He still wouldn't have been in bed if there were really intruders. He would've saved all of us or at least he would've tried. He felt that something was wrong and he checked to make sure everyone, including you and me, would be safe. You know how Jean is...he's an asshole... but he is a good soldier. And it wouldn't have happened if I told you we were telling him now. Right? You wouldn't have punished him, since you didn't do that to Armin either."

"You have a point." He says.

My eyes fall back to the ground but he picks up my chin again and adds:

"Brat, we both agreed at first, when we discussed this, that Jean would be the last to know. It's nobody's fault, we have to play pretend for a while."

"I'm tired of hiding." I breathe.

I take his palm off my cheek and place it on my heart.

"This. This is all that counts. I don't care how they will react... I'm just realizing now that your reaction was actually the only one that would've mattered if I had to tell you about my feelings."

He plants a kiss on my lips and wipes the tiny tear at the corner of my eye with his thumb.

"Don't cry. It breaks the only little pieces of my heart left untouched."

I smile and point at my own heart.

"You can't break it, I'm keeping it safe here."

"Now you're being cheesy, boy."

He smirks before continuing.

"But seriously Brat, what is it you want to do now? You want everyone to know right away? I'm...not sure that's a good idea."

"No, don't panic Heichou. I'm only thinking we should still talk to Mikasa and Erwin seperately...and then just...let everyone else know."

"Oh."

I grab his wrist, scared that he's going to run away from me because his eyes dart to the door.

"Is this a bad Oh? Or a good Oh!" I ask suddenly worried.

"We shall see when we set up a plan for telling Mikasa and Erwin if it's a good Oh or bad Oh." He replies with a smile.

I nod, relieved. I didn't realize why he was stressed about telling everyone but I'm starting to think that the problem might be Erwin. Is he scared? Why would he be? He places his thumb on my forehead.

"Stop frowning. No need to think about this now. I have other plans."

"Oh really?" I ask innocently.

He places his hands back on my hips and stares angrily at my harness.

"It won't take long to remove them." I promise while tugging the belt that circles his hips.

"Is that so..."

His eyes flicker as he pushes me really hard on the concrete wall. Our lips join in one of these kisses. The ones I know to be just a tiny hint at what's coming. The ones that make me moan even though we're barely touching each other. A minute later, one of his hands is down my pants and I can barely control myself. I'm about to just push him on the floor and rip off his clothes. Instead, I pick him up, making sure every detail of that perfect butt stands within the palm of my hands. He wraps his legs around my hips. It's my turn to hit his back on the wall. He seems surprised, but he also has a devilish smile growing on his face. The way he looks at me right now makes me blush even more than ever. It's a carnal glare. Wild. Beautiful. Dangerous. I run my free hand all over him. I stretch his arm to bite his bicep and then move from there to his hand with my tongue. I glance at him. He's looking at what I do, intrigued and excited. I place one of his fingers in my mouth and I suck as much as my lungs can handle. After a couple of seconds, I turn my head sharply and kiss his neck roughly. I don't realize that he's slowly unwrapping his legs while holding himself up with his arms around my neck. I do not notice until he pushes himself away from the wall with his feet, making me fall flat on the floor. The good thing is it's covered in hay so it doesn't hurt it just scratches. He sits on top of me and pulls on my straps. I sit up straight, holding him at my lap. He can certainly feel how aroused I am now. I can feel him too. He grasps my hair and pulls my head back to bite my neck. That's the exact moment when I'm totally turned off.

"Mmm Levi? Stop. Please."

"What is it?" He says, panting.

"That horse."

I point at the horse who's staring from just above us. Somehow we fell right in front of his stall and he's looking at us. Levi laughs.

"Doesn't matter. He's not going to tell anyone. Or perhaps you're scared he'll want to join when he sees me naked?"

"Very funny."

I slap his butt and his face darkens. I couldn't say if he's offended, pissed off or enjoys it, but I kind of like not knowing.

As I'm about to resume my extremely pleasing activities, the horse sneezes and I'm covered in whatever this is. Levi's eyes widen as he jumps away from me.

"FILTHY! Shitty horse!" He yells.

He walks back to me and helps me up. He makes sure not to touch any other parts than my hand. He's disgusted. That's my little clean freak there.

"Come on Brat, let's go shower, you're all dirty."

"But I'm going to wake everyone up if I take a shower at that time in the night." I say.

"Idiot! You think I would let you go to your bed? Tch...You're coming to my room.

"Oh really? What about if we get caught?"

"Apparently it's only a matter of days before everyone knows...And, I want you right now. Right this moment. In the shower, on my desk, on the floor, on the bed, against the wall. I hope you're ready little Brat! I'm only disappointed that we had to stop. It was getting interesting."

"Yeah, I'm disappointed too, but It's better that way. That horse reminds me of Jean."

Levi scoffs and opens the door.

"Thanks, shitty horse!" He mutters.

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(A/N): Hope you liked it ;) Coming soon: Mikasa is friendzoned... Next chapter is smut so you can skip it if you don't like that.